CHAPTER 2 OF "The After Show"

BYE BYE BAHJA

Bahja POV:

I got up wiping tears from my eyes and went into the room. I kissed r.j then kissed zonnique on the cheek. I kissed bre and told them I loved them. they were so perplexed. I ran out with tears pouring from my eyes.

Suddenly all of the memories of when I screwed up as a kid. I ran to the car and rammed the key in the ignition. I started driving idk where.

I found my self at a cliff.

At the end of the cliff was a river.

I called mirical

Mirical: hey mommy

Me:*sniffling* hey princess

Mirical: ur crying?

Me: yea um...I'm gonna....just knoe tht I love you ok?

Mirical: why wats going on ma?

Me: just know tht I love u I'm not explaining and tell ur brother the same thing

Mirical: ma tell me wats going on!

Me: bye mirical I love you*hangs up*

I was about to jump. I heard zonnique and r.j screaming for me not to. I guess they followed me.

Me:*turns around* I have to! I f*** everything up! nobody loves me! you'll be happier with out me! I...I love you guys*jumps*

I woke up to a burning sensation. my skin was melting. I looked around and saw other ppl burning too. I was sitting in fire. I started screaming.

I again woke up to a bright light.

???: why are u here?

Me: wa...wat? idek where I am

???: ur in heaven. now why are u here?

Me: because I jumped...I think but where was I before?

???: hell where u belong

Me: then why am I in heaven then?

???: I'm giving u a second chance bahja. you belong in hell because one, u took ur own life and it wasn't ur time. second, because of wat u did to breaunna

Me: I know thts y I jumped because I'm a monster

???: no u are not. now do u want to live the rest of ur life? or to back to hell and rot

Me: id...idk

???: make a choice...u have three seconds

Me: idk! is my family ok with out me?

???: look for ur self

Suddenly I saw my self. I was laying in a hospital bed with tubes up my nose and machines Hooked up to me. I saw my mom crying her eyes out and zonnique and r.j doing the same. then I was mirical run in and she was crying. zonnique was holding my hand and mirical was shaking me.

Me: they'll...they'll get over it

???: will they?

I kept staring at them. did they really love me? or was this just their first instinct to do wen someone they used to love wen they were on the brink of life or death. I just stood there looking. a tear came to my eye. but didn't fall.

Me: I...I wanna go back I don't lik seeing them lik this

???: very well

"Bahja! She's awake! r.j! she's up! look!"

I slowly opened my eyes to the light,not fully adjusted yet.

Me: w...wat happened?

Zonnique: u were out for 3 months

Me:*sits up and looks around*

R.j: hey bae

Me: my head is killing me

Zonnique: thts wat u landed on

Me: am...am I ok?

Zonnique: yea we just weren't sure if u were gonna wake up

Me: I...is bre ok?

Bre: over here*gets in my sight* hey

Me: ur...ur face

Bre: I know they reconstructed it

Her face was more beautiful than before.

Me: I...I should be dead

Zonnique: stop tht

Me: I should. I almost killed bre

Bre: look be I'm fine ight?

Me: no! its not ight!

R.j: calm down

Me:*crosses arms and looks away*

Bre: u hungry?

Me: no...where's Jacob?

R.j: here*picks Jacob up* say hi

Jacob: hi!

Me: he...he speaks?

R.j: little things lik hi bye ma and Dada stuff lik tht

Me: he got bigger

Jacob: ma!

Me:*puts him on my stomach*

Jacob:*lays on my stomach*

Me: where's mirical?

R.j: on her way u missed her birthday

Me: I did? I missed my baby's 17th?

R.j: yea she came here though she just laid in the bed with u all day she didnt even go to school

Me:*looks down*

Zonnique: u really scared us

Me: I knoe

Bre: y did u do it?

Me: because...I'm irrelevant to life

Zonnique: how so?

Me: I don't wanna explain

Bre: u don't have to

Me: thanks

R.j: how do u feel?

Me: my head hurts still but thts it

R.j: should we show her?

Bre: I don't think so

Zonnique: she's gonna find out sooner or later

R.j: bae....*gets a mirror of the table next to me* look

He put the mirror in front of my face. I had a huge mark on my face. It was from my forehead to neck.

Me: wat happened?

R.j: u landed on ur head and smashed ur face

Me: oh...

Jacob:*sits up rubbing his eyes*

R.j: imma take him home

Me: wen do I leave?

R.j: two weeks

Me: ok*kisses Jacob* ill see u later baby

Jacob:*kisses me with his mouth open*

Me:*laughs* ew

R.j:*takes him and kisses my forehead* bye baby

Zonnique: I'm staying

Bre: so am i