CHAPTER 2 OF "The After Show"

MY LIFE=OVER

Mirical POV: I woke up the next day. my mom right next to me. I tapped her and she woke up

Bahja: hi baby

Me: hi mommy

Bahja: how u feel?

Me: a lil better

Bahja:*sighs* well thts good

Me: is Ryan ok? wat does he remember? can I see him?

Bahja: mirical*grabs my hand* I'm going to tell u something....u can't freak out ok? I don't want u to hurt the babies

Me: wat ma? is everything alright?

Bahja: bab-

Auntie niq and bre walked in. with r.j Jay and Diggy

Me: wat ma? tell me

Bre: u haven't told her yet?

Bahja:*shakes her head no*

R.j:*holding Jacob* look who came to see his big sister

Me:not now r.j. mom ur scaring me

Bre: r u hungry?

Me: would y'all stop trying to avoid my question!? wats going on!?

Zonnique: we...mirical we found out news about Ryan

Me: is it good or bad?

Bahja: both

Me: so he's alright? just something small tht they fixed already right?

*silence*

Me: right!?

Bahja: baby..Ryan died last night while u were sleep

I started laughing

Me: y'all trying to make a joke right? I bet Ryan's right outside the door*stands up and opens the door*

Nobody but a few chairs out there...

Me: he's probably hiding in the bathroom good joke y'all*opens the bathroom door*

Nothing but a toilet and a sink with a corner shower

Me: where is he? Ryan baby stop playing its not funny anymore

I saw the looks on there faces

Bre: we're not joking mirical...Ryan's dead

I passed out.

Wen I woke up I was in the bed again. my head hurt lik crazy. my family was next to me. my mom had cried a little I could tell. so did Auntie niq and bre.

Me:wa...wat happened?

Bre: wat do u remember?

Me: y'all telling me Ryan died...

Bahja: its...it's true

Me:*starts crying hard* wat!? he's...he's gone!!! no! I have two babies on the way they need a father!!! y me?! y did u have to take him!? he was perfect!!!*cries even harder* the only person I loved is...is dead

Bahja:*hugs me*

Everyone came over and hugged me. It still didn't make sense. wen they sat back down I asked how he died

Bre: wen I went to the room he was in. I saw doctors and nurses. I asked them wat was going on they said Ryan was hit in the part of the brain tht functions the heart and tht he wasnt pumping enough blood. he stopped breathing. they had him on life support for about an hour trying to get him back but...they said he needed a certain type of medicine and machine to live...they didn't have either

Me:*tries to lift my arms up*

They were strapped down.

Bahja: baby stop the hospital did tht because u were crying so hard. u started freaking out. mirical don't strain ur self its bad for the babies

Me:*stops* idc no more....my life is over

Bahja: don't say tht just because he's dead doesn't mean ur life is over

Me: idc...I want to be alone

Zonnique: u sure?

Me:*nods*

Wen they left I sat there and cried. I didn't knoe wat else to do...