Only A Shadow

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Warning: contains profanity and explicit words

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Sunset more than sunrise
Too dark to see the stars
Eclipse that won't end up

why am I still continuin'
One-way road, no return
Breaking with no reason

What if you loved me a bit?
wanted it since I was a kid
What if you showed me a bit?
I wanted all of it

Sorry for all my organs
They never gonna be fine
As long as they are mine

Even death doesn't want me
No matter how much I'm beggin'
This soul's stuck in my body

What if you love me a bit?
Don't crushing me instead
I just wanted all this shit
Why don't you the way I need?

Aching, crying, damn migraine
This cycle supposed to remain
Happiness isn't worth this pain

Where else should I go?
Living is too fucking sore
I can't take it anymore

What else should I do?
To convince you to love you
I'm not who made your life ruin

What if you were my light
in my coldest darkest night
I swear It wasn't my fault
What if you were my knight

Wanna be alive but you don't let
Trying to smile but you ruin it
Like to shine more than moonlit
But your dark inside will destroy it

never let you go cause you don't follow
not a brat girl cause you won't allow
Fragile than the mirror, humble as a willow
Of all of me it's left only a shadow
But you never wanna know

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This is one of those poems that I can't say was written by my own hands. 
These words flowed through my tears on the page and left these rhymes behind.
In my darkest days, when I took refuge in my bed and pillow, this poem was born.

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Tue, Feb 27

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