If My Tears Could Write //Poetry//

Nothing Is Your Fault

Warning: contains profanity and explicit words

* Please read the description below the poem *

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Your name's more elegant that the moon of the sky
Your smile's warmer than the start of July

Pink white balloons flying
melting vanilla ice cream
Long dark hair braiding

Is all a twelve year old girl wants
But then that lunar eclipse starts

He entered your heart, quieter than the flow of blood in your vein
You wanted sunshine noon and he gave you midnight rain

Casual illegal kisses
Playful secret glances
Meaningful private numbers

Is all the twelve year old girl felt
To find out, it was too late

To every single night
That you lonely fall apart
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault
To every single scar
That he carved on your soul wall
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault

You both danced on the rotting wooden bridge together
When you turned your head, you saw it disappeard

Pairing shoes together
Waiting for a miracle
Multiple leaks and fear

Are all the twelve year old girl didn't ready for them
but she still with no fear wanted him

Feel like the road will take you to a rose field
But when you go between them, seeing you bleed

Hidden midnight cries
The choice between stay or die
Knowing love while being young

Is all the twelve year old girl didn't want to go through
And that lunar eclipse is still continue

To every single night
That you lonely fall apart
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault
To every single scar
That he carved on your soul wall
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault

You watch your favorite doll behind the showcase
missed all of you to get it but they sold to someone else

Wrong place at the wrong time
Watching he lives with another one
Wished all would end with waking up

For a twelve year old girl it's too many
That her inside become full of agony

The one who first fell in love with you, can now live without you
When you grew up, saw it's the only childhood wish came true

He has you but he's not yours
Fuck this life and fucking rules
You want him right at your house

He kills that twelve year old girl every time
Then he revives and makes her his own

To every single night
That you lonely fall apart
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault
To every single scar
That he carved on your soul wall
I say nothing was your fault
Baby nothing was your fault

You're stronger than a lotus in swamp
It's just the best feeling in the worst life

Every time you need me
I'll be by your side
To say nothing is your fault
Baby nothing is your fault

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This poem is about a 12-year-old girl who unintentionally falls in love with someone older than her and after ten years she still has this feeling in her heart along with guilt and sense of betrayal. In the other words I should say that guy made her fall for him.

As her friend, in this poem, I tell her that she was just a kid and had no fault in falling into this sin; However, this love is alive and fresh in the hearts of both of them, but they're painfully far from each other and can never be together as they want..

This is love because it's full of pain
and only love can hurt like this ; )

Important:

I want to clarify something to avoid any misunderstandings. This poem is not about the relationship between a twelve-year-old girl and a twenty-year-old boy, guys.  This is just showing the beginning of the story from the age of twelve of a girl.  Everything happened slowly that it took ten years for a relationship between them to form and become strong.
I never called an inappropriate relationship 'love'. I just told this story from my point of view, who knows exactly what happened. As I said in the poem, it was definitely not the girl's fault and the boy made a big mistake in his youth, but he never tried to force the girl to do something. This story is more complicated than it can be explained here. I hope my explanation helps you understand the situation.

Hoping you enjoy

I like to know your opinion about this poem and its story 👀

P.s: It's kinds of lyrics and I hope one day someone can turn this poem into a song and sing it :)

Love💕Sweetheart

Fri, Jan 5
Have a good weekend 💫