Your face is burned in the back of my mind;
the sweetest light left on all the time.
And I hate to say it, but you flicker and falter
and I can feel you as you fade as I'm starting to get older.Our past changes each time that I say it out loud,
and fragile edges replace solid ground.
Certainties and details in the palm of my hand,
now all just echoes of what I don't understand.Still don't know why God took you away.
I'm trying to make sense of it all, to this day.
No answers, no proof,
just a fleeting trace of you.
Would have have loved you all my life
like I told God I would do.I've forgotten your touch the way
a drought would miss the ocean,
but I bet it would heal me the way
Lord knows that I've been hoping.So I push this heart aside
like that's what I was made to do,
but when I said I'm fine, I lied.
The wound has turned my chest see-through.And I still don't know why God took you away.
I'm trying to make sense of it all, to this day.
No answers, no proof,
not a single trace of you.
Would have loved you all my life
if God let me still have you.I would walk on the water
and split every sea,
but I never caught her,
and she never found me.
God knows I feel smaller
since He took half of me;
that I never forgot her,
and she always missed me.And I'll never know why God took you away,
but I still try to make sense of it all, to this day.
No answers, no proof.
I lost me when I lost you.
Would have loved you all my life,
and God knows I still do.I've missed you all my life,
and God knows I will do.'All My Life' - 11/02/24.
I've forgotten your touch a way a drought would miss the ocean.
YOU ARE READING
Gracious
PoetryWish my life had you again. Think I need you more now than I did back then.