Emotions Season

Lost the sense of loving

I forgot my own feelings,
And I hope that they may forgive me,
They are sad by my convenience,
Sharing thoughts with my ceilings,
They got bored by your presence,
And then found some deep-meanings,
Thought about keeping secrets,
Since it is emotions season,
It's a pity to make reasons,
Cause I used to never listen,
To my words, my thoughts, my essence,
Just to discover later,
That your love have been so poisonous.

We used to speak  so much a day,
Now we barely know eachother's names,
And it hurts to know that you've changed,
In the worst and not the best way.

Now you just ask me about the time,
Like I give a damn dime,
And I tell you that I cried,
Because of you,
But you don't listen,
You just tell me about your friends,
And I listen, because you can't,
And then I laugh, but I am just sad,
And then you leave, you fuck me up,
And then I smile, while I am crushed.

Oh, how I love it when you talk about your feelings,
Oh, how I love it when you never noticed me speaking,
Oh, how I love it 'cause you now are ignoring me,
Oh, and how I love it how we both lost the sense of loving.

Why do you need to remind me,
About all of our times?
You say that,
And I don't know you,
It's so sad,
I got used to.

You're such a cliché,
You aren't different from the others,
That's just you,
Not my problem anymore,
I'm glad that you are happy,
But you never talked about how I am sorry,
I guess you are meant to be read,
But not by me,
I always tried doing that,
In a heartbeat,
And I hope you will find someone,
That will love you more than I did,
Love did hopelessly quit,
Cause my feelings had hit.