Emotions Season

My winters

The first winter,
I ran on the sidewalks,
The greenish feeling that it was
It's all gone,
Like all my feelings.

Well,that's a lie,
Oh, such a pity,
The dream of the greenish,
Get lovesick,
Kill time,
To finish.
Cause it is again all freezing,
My hands, they fold,
So weakly,
And it rains as I see a glance,
A smile it shows,
I trip, too late.

Wonder, hit me like no other,
Painful, as I think of it,
A greenish feeling,
No time to lie,
I see the snow as it falls,
Too late,
And I love playing little games,
When I see your glance at sight,
It's all dreams,
I fantasize,
But I trip over like lost,
And it hits me like a train.
So it's much more than my brain.

Hate my hands,
The way they shake,
And the leaves they all parade,
And the thoughts are like a crime,
And I am flushed for the first time.

And it all hits again,
As I'm sitting in a train,
And it feels all so painful,
I'm shedding over thoughts of you,
I feel like I need the greenish,
The greenish I used to have,
It made me so happy,
Too late, it's all so noisy,
And my winters feel so good
Oh, and the cold,
Oh, I am a fool,
As I trip for what it is,
And my knees and hands are weak,
And I dream of variety,
As I wake up in a train,
Smile, too late,
I'm flushed again.

My eyes are watering,
And I smile at a thought,
Thought of a glance at your sight,
The sidewalk full of feelings,
Raging by the leaves,
They fall like memories,
And I start to trip.
And my thoughts they're gone,
And the hope is low,
And you smile in the rain,
And I am all flushed again.

My winters are almost gone.
The winters when I had some thoughts,
That I'll see a glance on a sidewalk,
For the last time as I'll say,
I will trip again,
And my thoughts they'll be gone,
And the hope won't be at all,
And you won't be smilling in the rain,
But I'll still be flushed til pain.

I wish that I could tell,
The winter that killed me most.
I dream of the greenish,
When it's always been here,
But I just hoped,
And I hoped,
And I hoped.
For my hands to not be weakened,
My eyes to not be watery,
Cause the cold been hitting harshly,
And I wished to not spend my winters,
Dreaming of your glance at sight,
My love is like an evergreen tree,
And I wished it wasn't like that,
Cause now I'm obsessed,
With the way your eyes do glance,
And the way I'll trip every single time,
Your smile ignites me like a little kid,
And I wake up when it rains,
Hoping to not dream again,
Cause I always smile at your name,
And it's lame,
How your love can make me sane,
I get hit by the words you say,
My winters are over,
And I'm flushed again.