your body will show you signs

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If to be loved is to be changed
Then you've changed me completely
Reinvented my spirit
my idea of love was obsession
With top notes of anxiety
violence
Fear
and lust
Undertones of nausea
Love was supposed to be harsh
But
I don't have headaches anymore
I stopped taking Motrin 
The panic attacks are gone
I don't have to water myself down
For the first time
In a long time
I can finally breathe
The stomach drop feeling is gone
I love you so
Convinced the universe conspired
some plan
For our 2 souls to find one another

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