my eyes hurt so fucking much

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The end of my nose has turned red
My eyes are swollen
There's a familiar lump in my throat
It's the most comfort I've ever found in a feeling
I've always been labeled a crybaby
Dramatic
Even as a kid I sobbed
I sobbed every time someone sang
happy birthday
I sobbed for my friend when she was hurt
I sobbed for the person I used to be
I sob when I feel overwhelmed
I sob when I miss my mom
I'll probably sob when I moved out away from my siblings
I'll probably sob if I get married
All I've ever done is sob
It's not an act
I wish it was sometimes
It's so exhausting being so deeply empathetic
But it reminds me I'm alive
And that I'm simply just a human
Feeling stupid little human emotions

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