Angst
SandRay
What will happened if Top didn't disturb Sand and Ray in Music Room
"You already came to my life and I'm not letting you go." Ray said while tightening his grip on Sand and looking on his Boba eyes. While Sand just look at Ray with hurt but with hatred eyes.
"Do you want to hit me?"Ray stated while keep his face close to Sand face,"Go on, Do IT!"Ray shouted
But suddenly silence was filled on the room both keep looking each other's eyes and Ray he can't control his emotions, his feelings towards Sand, and he can't deny how much he love sand. Ray just smack his lips on Sand lips and Sand didn't pulled away he just kissed back, Sand just forgot he's sadness and hatred towards Ray just his feelings towards on Ray keep controlling him
Both made love not S*x, Love
After both made Love, Sand came back to reality and hurriedly dress up, Ray suddenly get confused so he grab Sand wrist
"Where are you going?"Ray asked "Leaving, all we did is wrong...so please let me go"
"But we just-"
"Yes we did, but my feelings towards you overpowered my hatred on you." Sand cut off Ray, Ray just felt so many knife just stab his heart
So Ray didn't let go of Sand wrist "please stay don't leave me please..."
Sand just pushed Ray and leave Him alone naked
Ray just sitting there and his tears just keep flowing on his cheeks and he feels like he lost special to him...again
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With Nick and Sand
Sand came back to his apartment and Nick see him
"Whats that face...did you break the connection" Nick asked "Apparently...yes its for good since he 'love' mew not 'me'"
Both of them just celebrating the whole night of being out of Second option
Weeks later
Sand enter his apartment and see Nick pacing out
"Hey! Are you ok?"he asked while sit next to him
"Ray..."Nick said one word and when Sand heard that name he just frowned and stand up "did we already talked about this we will never mentioned their names."Sand said angrily
"No Sand...Ray...he's gone..."Nick said sadly "...well finally he's gone in this country I can freely do anything without seeing him."Sand happily said
"No that's not what I meant...Ray his gone, his dead...I see it in my own eye" with Nick said Sand world suddenly stop spinning
:what he just said-Sand thought
Nick explained what happened that while he was walking back home but suddenly someone fall in front of him and surprisingly it was Ray who just suicide
Sand keep crying and crying he dont know why any minute later he passed out
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On Sands Mind
"Where am I?" He ask while looking at place empty so dark but his laid on someone who was looking at him
"Ray...?"Sand said and see him looking at him emotionless that confused Sand "y-your alive...is it that you? what are you doing here?"he ask but Ray didn't answer but eventually Ray gaze look away that make Sand look at it
Sand see the past, the past when him and Ray are in the music room but Sand ask what's going on, but Ray still didn't answer keep his gaze straightforward
Sand look back again when he heard a unfamiliar voices
UG1[unknown guy]: woah! What do we have here, the rich spoiled brat in the music room naked?! Hahahhahah
The three unknown guys laugh together while Ray just step backward in disgust and fear
UG2: Hey he is fine...what about we play 3 of us f*cking you
Ray widened his eyes on what he heard, yes he slept with different people if they want too but in Ray situation he changed...he changed because of Sand
Sand widened his eyes too he want to punch 3 of them but he can't do it he can't move
The three guys take advantage on Ray while Sand watching it, tears was keep flowing on Sand cheek feeling guilty and helpless
The next scene was Ray standing the edge of rooftop Ray keep crying and feeling disgust on himself
"Sand..."Ray called
Sand want to embrace him saying sorry, telling him that he feel guilt of leaving him alone he should've stay with him...
Ray wipe his tears and before he jump he make eye contact on Sand eyes....."Forgive me..."Ray said his last word and finally jump
Sand scream out of his lungs trying to stop Ray but all he can do won't gonna happened
When Sand open his eyes he was at the sky with Ray who was looking at him with sadness and hatred
"It's all you fault..."he said infront of Sand, while Sand feel a stab on his heart before he speak he started to fall and
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Sand sit up and finally woke from his nightmare
"Love...?" a calm and worried voice came from the door and it was Ray alive and looking at him worried
"Ray..."Ray approached him and hug him "I just cook us a breakfast and suddenly you look shock" Ray said while cuddling on Sand
"It's just nightmare"sand said while hugging back Ray small waist "don't worry I won't leave you" Ray said while stroking Sand hair
"I'm so lucky to have handsome and cute boyfriend"Sand stated while looking at Ray face and Ray face just turn red and get flustered but he love all Sand tease on him
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What my mood suddenly changed don't blame me T^T
