Coward To Commit

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There was this girl
A girl of my dreams
We've been together for what it seems
She's my best friend, like my sister, I deem

Throughout the years
She's been helping me battling my fears
No words can express how thankful I am to her
If I'm in trouble, she makes everything clear

There was this boy
The only boy in my sight
No, not a boy, but a man full of might
When he's by my side, everything feels right

We've been a best of friends long time ago
I can't forget how I'm fighting for my ego
He stood up and understands my intensifies
Thus, the first man who gave me butterflies

I sometimes pat her on the head
Her cuteness and pouts was the mere things I need
You could say that my feelings for her
Builds overtime as the time stirs

I can't understand this feeling
My heart will beat fast when she's approaching
Came running and holding my arms tight
It can't be love that I'm feeling, right?

That time I felt alone
He's there and my soul had shown
The battle between my worst and best
He accepted me and cleaned my mess

I'm not saying that I'm in love already
Since it would take time for me to be ready
But you can put it that way
I'm scared to tell that I felt this way

There are days that I would gave her flowers
To tell that she's special for me among the others
I can't really tell if she likes me or not
I'm afraid myself to tell that

I love to be with her for the rest of my life
But I don't want to break our friendship apart
As in my life, she's the best piece
As in my book, she's the best part

I've always feel empty when he's not around
It seems like I'm a moon rotating at his world round and round
I know it's so cheesy to sound
Nonetheless, he's the most precious gem that I found

I want to confess to him
But there's a hypothetical question that stops me from doing
What if he just sees me as a friend?
Upon knowing, he'll distant himself and our friendship will end

Can't she see what my motive is?
Joking around and pinching her cheeks
But I'm a boy though
I'm supposed to be the one who's telling her so

Can't he have a little courage to say?
That he feels the same way too, if I may
Although I'm a girl with no confidence,
I still want to be the one to utter these feelings

But I'm scared to confess already
Though I don't want to be hurt badly
I know there's a time that I can say to her
That I want to see her face today, tomorrow, forevermore

I don't want to leave any regret
I'll confess this feelings to him, I bet
But this time I don't have enough strength
To say how my love for him is greater in height, width, and length

I love her
I hope, these words, she was able to hear

I know I'm not fighting fair
But I want to let him know that I care

Soon our feelings will meet
On the threads of love and commitment
We can say it soon, but not in a moment
But I promise you
But I promise you
We can say it before our paths will split
'Cause in the name of love, we're both cowards to commit.

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