Underneath these beautiful skies,
I'm looking at it blankly cold
All the sweet, dancing flowers I ignored
The beautiful things I forever despiseI really don't know why,
But there is this thought that was locking my mind, sigh
"All mesmerizing things that we perceive,
are deadly and will deceive."As I sat down on my chair at the back
Listening attentively at the instructor
But, I was quite taken aback
At this girl at the front, making my heart capturedShe has this lob hair, covering her ear
Had her full bangs, adding her cuteness I swear
Her stance was like a model girl
And just like that, she made my heart twirlHer reddish kissable lips
Her glistening brown eyes that I wanted to keep
Her flushed cheeks encouraging me to be stiff
As her elegant, slight glimpse swiftNo...
No...
No...
NO.I have promised myself
Not to be deceive by such beautiful things
Though, it can't be helped
She pulled my heart with love stringsI fell for her even more each single day
Everytime she talk to me, bad things sent away
Everytime I took a gaze on her
I quickly avert it if she turnedEveryday is a good day upon seeing her
She taught me quietly how I should admire the sky
It is truly beautiful and pleasing in the eye
Seeing the clouds being soft at the skyI cherish my every moment with that girl
The moment she gave me a high five
The moment she made me laugh
The moment she made my cheeks blushed as wellAmong all of these, there's a question,
A question bugging me on and on
How long would I keep admiring her from afar?
How many wars do I have to fight to win that star?Should I settle for the casual moments I am with her?
And beg her to stay like this forever?
Or should I open my heart out?
And express my feelings with my mouth?Either way, I have no courage
I have no courage to send these feelings
If I felt like confession was the same as salvage
Killing me deep inside, waiting for her answerAm I really scared to confess?
Or am I scared what happens after that?
Afraid of rejection and sadness
How would I know if I don't try, do I?Still, I'm a coward to express
These feelings I will repress
I know it's hard to forget about that girl
As I will see beautiful things that'll remind me of herI will also not forget
How I acted cowardly
I live my life with regret
After all, I'm a coward to express.
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WE ARE COWARDS
Poetry"A coward of life Once a warrior of challenge Pacifist of strife." A collection of free verse poems made up of fears. These poems have varying perspectives of these coward people, which teaches us that being a coward doesn't makes us less of an indi...