𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 ~ 𝐰𝟐𝐬

maybe we got lost in translation

"Bentley?"

a grin creeped up on my face, I haven't heard his voice in so long. quickly I turn myself around and face him, Harry.

He looks more or less the same , same hair same smile same lame boring fashion sense and still, hot.

"long time no see, lewis" I added slightly smiling at him , we always liked to call each other our last names, it was a us thing.

"hey parker I see you've dyed your hair back to brunette, interesting." he said giving me eye contact every once in a while.

"yeah uh I got bored of the blonde so decided to switch it up." I answered him and we both stood awkwardly for a few moments until thankfully Harry broke it.

"what you doing up here?" he said his hand fiddling about. I could tell he felt awkward, uncomfortable and shocked to see me here, I mean what are the chances we end up in the same country, same city , same club and now same room.

"Josh told me to come up and say hi to you guys since you know it's been a while," I laughed but Harry didn't laugh back.

He stood with a straight face and just stared at me, his eyes looked in pain, he looked hurt and exhausted and pained. Was it me?

"Uh uh yeah okay well enjoy your night Parker." He said not even looking me in the eyes, it's like he couldn't. He didn't even give me a hug or anything he just walked away.

"Harry?" I shouted to him quietly and he turned back around. "im sure I'll see you again , sometime on this holiday because we're living in similar villas but, i really want to talk about , you know what, please?" I practically begged him , lifting his face up with my single finger.

"uh I didn't know you ever wanted to? I thought you- never mind eh sure parks, how much longer you here?" He asked , not moving my finger.

There was an uneasy tension between us but I expected it.

"4 more days and you?" I finally removed my finger tip. "same, lucky us," he joked , at least he could still joke about.

"I guess I'll see you later lewis." I waved and smiled at him and he gave a smirk back.

I woke up this morning to a banging headache, ouch.

I grabbed painkillers from our villas kitchen cabinet and downed them with water.

Last night was so fun and good to see our old friends.

"Hey you!" Lola exclaimed jumping on my back catching me off guard causing me to fall to the floor.
"How have you got so much energy" I asked her but then quickly remembered that Lola doesn't really drink a lot and sticks to 'one a night' boring.

"Seen you and Harry last night what's happening there?" She asked and I raised an eyebrow at her.

"Excuse me? Nothing happened I just said we should talk since we never really did after , you know" at least I told her the truth.

"you hurt him bad babe and I love you but I can only back you up so much. The breakup was on you, you broke up with him and he didn't want you getting hate for 'destroying' him so he took the bullet, you didn't think about that did you?"

Harry did take the shots and hate, for me. If it got out that I broke Harry's heart I'd be getting death threats left right and centre and I simply couldn't deal.

I let out a disappointed sigh, in myself.

"I'll talk to him today, right now." I said getting up from the floor, staying in my pjs and messy bun then started the 10 minute walk to the 'sidemen' villa.