Blistering Love

24

24

"We need to talk." I said and started entering the office.

"Yeah, we really need to talk Triana. You're bank account has nearly nothing now." Seryosong sabi ni dad.

"I deposited most of it. But thats not what I wanna talk about mom, dad."

"What is it again then Triana." Sabi ni Daddy na tila pagod nang pakinggan ang mga sasabihin ko.

"Please don't be mad. I know this is not a good time since the construction of building is on hold but can you please sign and process this paper."

"I also want to move out. Starting next week."

I hand them the paper. My resignation letter and the paper for my heritage.

Nauna nilang binuksan ang papel sa isang envilope kung saan nanduon ang kasulatan nang akin lola bago ito pumanaw.

"That the hell is this Triana? You want to remove the share your grandparent gaved you? It's a 25% of a share. At ngayon pa talaga?"

"That please let me. I know this is too much but just gave it to me."

Pagsusumamo ko, hindi sa pagiging mukhang pera but money will solve bit of my problem right now. I'm doing this for me, to get out from this cage.

"Really ganyan mo na ba ka gustong umalis dito Triana? Bakit sa tingin mo may napatunayan ka na? Ano nasan?" Sabat ni mommy na galit na.

"Is this how we-I let you grow."

And that's it the last string of my patience.

"Bakit mom? Pinalaki mo ba ako? If I can remember since the day i've know how to remember things you didn't gave me attention, am I wrong?"

"What!? you ingratitude brat. I carried and take care of you ever since your existence."

"Because you should mom, dad. Look, i'm not trying to brag or anything. So please dad can you just sign it." Nanghihina kong sabi and look at my dad.

I'm really tired of fighting my point that is being ignore and unnoticable.

"Bastos kang bata you talk to me, dont look at your dad. You already disappointed us to much tas bigla kang magpapakita to release money that big, away from the company when the company needed it. See Joseph I told you your daughter will make the company bankrupt. She doesn't care about the company just talk to Basty about it please honey." Ngayon nagkatinginan na silang dalawa.

Si daddy naman ay bumuntong hininga.

I started crying.

"Yes mom, to all of you I'm a big disappointment. Impressing you will never erased it I guess. You decieved me, all of you. You made me do everything you want and in the end i'll only look pathetic in your eyes .For what?! wanting your attention, for trying hard."

"Mommy, kung kayo pagod sa company.
Mom pagod na din ako sainyo. Araw-araw mom-" I stop to catch my breath.

"-Ni hindi niyo nga alam nangyayare sa buhay ko. Wala kayong ibang binanggit kundi si kuya, kuya, Si kuya Basty na matalino, si kuya Basty na nasa America. Mom, Dad paano naman ako nandito naman ako ha. Ako yung nandito." Maluha kong tingin sa kanila

"I bet you don't even know my favorite food, color, everything. Iniisip ko kung ampon ba ako e. Ni hindi niya manlang ako nagawang kamustahin, mag-aral ka ng mabuti, pag nag-aral ng mabuti, sasabihin that do better as my kuya basty did."

"Mom, dad I wanna get out of hear from you. Mom-" I looked at mom na tahimik na ngayon there I was some tears.

"-I had- I had miscarriage. I just lost my baby mom. Funny cause I even tried aborting it, why?" Nanghihina pero madiin kong sabi.