Dear Diary, I Have a Mate

Chapter 16

Dear Diary,

Ty told me he loves me.

Love.

I don't know how I feel about all this yet my thoughts are all jumbled up. I have never known what it's like to be loved or how to love someone back. I think I love Ty, however I just don't know how I feel about the whole wolf thing..

I'll get back to you on all of this.

~Aria

I woke up tangled in Ty's body.

With all the heat radiating between us, I'm surprised, because I haven't even broke a sweat.

Tyson's still asleep. I love watching him sleep. This is the only time he is vulnerable. He isn't acting tough or anything he's just innocent like a child.

When he sleeps sometimes his lips will move up and down, it's so cute; like he's dreaming or something. His face is totally relaxed as well, like he doesn't have a care in a world. His body language is completely different however.

He holds onto me like I'm his life preserver. If I make the slightest move his face changes for a second like he's making sure I'm still here. Then he wraps his arms around me tighter. I don't know if he knows he's doing that or not.

I wonder if he has ever watched me sleep. No he probably falls asleep the same time I do, besides my face is usually pressed into him so he wouldn't even have the chance to.

It's kind of creepy after a while. Just watching someone sleep, like a creep. That rhymed.

"Arrabella?" Ty asked making me jump. It's funny I was staring right at him yet I didn't even realize he opened his eyes.

"Yeah?" I asked while refocusing on his face.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked his brown eyes boring into mine. Ty's eyes reminded me of a puppy's.

"My thoughts are all over the place," I admitted.

He nodded and I wiggled out of his grasp.

"Do you know when you sleep you move your lips up and down?" I asked.

"Yeah I have since I was a baby, at least that's what my mom tells me," he chuckled.

"Where are your parents?" I asked.

"They work for the pack before I became alpha and before Carter became Beta his parents were betas and mine alphas. They are always away because they are out helping other packs," he explained.

I remember him mentioning his parents were alphas and Carter's were betas. I guess I just will never really understand all of it.

"Oh yeah, you mentioned that before," I reminded.

"Did you know you talk in your sleep and you scrunch up your nose like a bunny at times?" he asked.

"Yes I did know that and did you just compare me to a bunny," I laughed.

"Yeah I think I did," he chuckled.

"Did I talk in my sleep last night?" I asked.

He a blushed a little and then slowly nodded. Seeing him blush made me blush!

"TY! What did I say?" I shouted.

"You will never know," he teased.

"Tell me," I demanded while pushing at his chest.

"Ow," he mocked.

"Ty," I groaned.

"I'm not going to tell you Ar, it's private," he teased.