His High School Wife (ON-GOING)

Chapter 63- Erika

HANNA'S POV

Paggising ko, namamaga pa din yung mga mata ko dahil sa kakaiyak. Ni hindi ko alam kung paano ako nakarating sa kama ko. Malamang ay si Kade ang nagdala sa akin dito. Dahan-dahan akong bumangon na mabigat pa din ang aking dibdib. I looked at the mirror dito sa loob ng kwarto ko at namalayan ko din na naiba na yung suot ko. Haaaay. Si Kade siguro yung nagpalit ng damit ko. Naka pajamas na kasi ako ngayon. Nevermind.

Before I get out of the room, I removed my bedsheet and replaced it with a new one. Damn bloodspots.

When I walked down the kitchen, I saw him again. Saglit na tinapunan nya ako ng tingin at agad akong bumawi ng tingin. Ayaw ko muna syang kausapin ngayon. Nahihiya ako at galit ako sa sarili ko. I'm not even in the mood to eat.

"Eat." He said softly.

Umupo na lang ako dahil ayoko na din naman makipagtalo sa kanya.

Naiinis ako sa lahat. He's giving me pressure. Oo at gusto na nyang maging daddy. But did he even asked me if I wanted to be a mom?

I'm just 17, for goodness' sake!

"Let's have sex." I said calmly.

Nagulat sya sa sinabi ko at nagsalubong ang kilay nya. "W-what?"

I calmly spoke again. "After ng period ko, fvck me all you want. Make me pregnant." But deep inside, my heart is breaking and it hurts a lot...

Nag-igting ang panga nya. "W-why are you like this, Hanna?"

Tumingin ako ng direcho sa mga mata nya. "Iyon lang naman ang gusto mo sakin diba?!"

Akma nyang hahawakan ang kamay ko pero iniwas ko ito.

I gazed directly at his eyes. "Wala naman akong silbi dito diba? And you want a child."

Agad syang lumapit sa akin. "It's not like that honey..."

"Do not touch me. I HATE YOU!" I blurted out before running to my room.

There, iniyak ko na yung lahat ng hinanakit ko. I sat on the floor and hugged my knees. But then, narinig ko yung katok sa pinto.

"Hanna, wife. Talk to me please."

Di na ako nagtaka na nagawa nyang buksan yung pinto. Nagpanic sya nang nakita nya ako na nakasalampak sa sahig. Agad nya akong binuhat at nilapag sa kama ko at hindi na ako pumalag pa. Sobrang nanghihina na ako. Ayoko nang kumilos pa. He planted a kiss on my forehead and it made me calm.

"A-am I useless, Kade?" I almost whispered to the air.

Umupo sya sa tabi ng kama ko at hinarang nya ang hintuturong daliri nya sa harap ng labi ko. "Ssshh... Don't say that." Halata ang pag-aalala sa tinig nya.

Tuluyan na akong napahagulgol. "S-sorry... S-sorry kasi baog ako!" I blurted out while crying my heart out on his chest.

He combed my hair. "Honey, hindi ka baog okay? Stop saying that." Sabi nya at tuluyan syang tumawa.

Tumawa?

Napabitiw ako sa pagkakayakap sa kanya at sinuntok sya sa dibdib. "Bakit ka tumatawa?!?!"

"You're funny." Wika nya habang halata ang pagpipigil ng tawa.

"N-nakakatawa kasi di k-kita mabibigyan ng a-anak?!" Akmang aalis ako sa kama. Ano bang nakakatawa, Kade?!

He pulled me. "No honey. No. Look," Hinawakan nya yung kamay ko. "hindi kita pinipilit na magkaanak na tayo. We're still studying." He tucked my hair beneath my ear. "I was truely scared. N-natatakot ako." Umiwas sya ng tingin sa akin at halata na nahihiya syang sabihin ito sa akin.

Nagulat ako sa sinabi nya. Ngayon ko lamang narinig ito.

Takot sya? Bakit?

"Natatakot ako sa consequence ng ginawa natin." Alam ko kung anong tinutukoy nya. Yung 'nangyari' sa amin nung gabi iyon.

N-nagsisisi ba sya? A-am I not worthy in bed? O b-baka naman ayaw na talaga nya sakin?

I sobbed lightly. "P-pinagsisisihan mo ba?" Kasi ako, hindi. That was the most magical night of my life.

"No, Hanna. I was on cloud nine while I'm taking your body and soul that night. Believe me." I can see his sincerity through his eyes. "But, we need to make sure na wala tayong nabuo. Kung meron man, I'm getting myself ready. Ready to be a father of our child."

Matagal na walang nagsalita sa pagitan naming dalawa. Nagpapakiramdaman lang kami. I bit my lower lip before I decided to speak.

"I-I am not ready..." I confessed. "Ayaw ko pang maging mommy. N-natatakot ako, Kade." I said as I look down my hands, avoiding to meet his sharp gazes.

Hinintay ko kung ano ang magiging reaksyon nya. He let out a deep sigh. Then, he hugged me and smiled at me. "I'm so sorry, wife. Sorry kung naging pressure ako sayo."

I hugged him back then kissed his cheeks. Oh, how I love this man of mine!

"I'll make it up to you, I promise." He whispered.

Bago pa man kami magbitaw sa pagkakayakap sa isa't-isa, sinabi ko na sa kanya ang mga salitang alam kong makakapagpatapos sa tampuhan naming ito. "I love you..."

He cupped my cheeks using his warm hands. "I love you too, wife. I love you more than anything in this world."

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KADE's POV

I should've think of Hanna as my first priority. I'm a jerk to force her into rushing things. I just realized what a selfish jerk I am.

She is a part of me now. I should know when to control her and to let her by her own freewill.

"Son, when are you free?" That's the SMS I received from dad these past few days.

Ano na naman kaya ang kailangan nya? Why don't he just text it?

I did not beeped him back. The hell I care.

I am in a grocery store to buy supplies for the house. Hanna is still in pain from her menstrual cramps kaya naiwan muna sya sa bahay and she gave me a list on what I needed to buy.

As I was raiding the toiletries section, I bumped into a soft figure.

Her.

"E-erika...." I mumbles as I felt comfortable to say her name again..

TO BE CONTINUED...
His High School Wife
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