We were back in the chateau, kie and pope slept here tonight so they took John bs room and the guest room left to me and the asshole who's been dickhead to me in the past few days, jj maybank.
"If you want to I- I can't sleep on the couch or anything" he said
"No, no it's fine let's just don't talk" I said
"But I do want to" he said
"But every time we talk you hurt me. You hurt me jj" I said looking at him as I sat on the bed
He stayed in silent for a few second so I decided to speak "what's up with you lately? It's like I don't know you anymore" I said
"Look I know I've been asshole to you lately but it's to protect you"
"What do you mean?" I asked
"It's stupid" he said and sat next to me
"JJ, what is going on?" I tried again, looking at him but he kept avoiding looking at me
"Look, I am sorry about what I said I know you are trying not to hurt yourself, and I appreciate that and I am sorry for telling John b and Sarah it was wrong" he said
"But it wasn't like you Jay, it's like you weren't been the same" I said
"I just... I love you and I tried to push you away. I know I'll only hurt you so I wanted to do it sooner because as long as our relationship would get stronger it would hurt more and you've been through enough" he said looking down
"Jay, I know you and I get that, believe me I am scared too. I love you too Jay and I know it can be confusing but I want us to figure that out together, but you can't treat me like that" I said
"I know I just, I've never felt that way about anyone" he said, finally looking at me
I pulled him into a hug and said "it's okay, me too"
"Let's take it slow alright?" I said as we pulled out of the hug and he nod with a smile
"Yeah" he said
I lied down on the bed from the sitting position and he lied next to me
"Oh and Liv?" He spoke
"I missed you saying that nickname you made up for me" I smiled
"What happened when you came back home?" He asked, getting serious
"Normal Ftanks shit" I said, I didn't wanted to told him about the drugs I have right now on my bag, I totally forgot about them for a second
"Did he hurt you?" He asked and I stayed in silent
"Did he hurt you Liv?" He asked again
"Jay it's fine I ran away anyways so I'll kind of leaving with John B now, I am safe now" I said with a shrug and he hugged me from the back
"Please don't ever come back there again" he said and I nod with a sad smile
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Poisoned
Teen FictionThe story follows the outer banks plot with Olivia, a girl who they found on the beach in a middle of hurricane, but some random girl from the beach can't make that different in the pogues. Can't she? The story follows Olivia, her struggles, her fam...
