Poisoned

Empty promises

The next thing we saw is Sarah crying and screaming for help holding John b which was lying on the ground, passed out.

Sarah told us topper shoved hime from the Hawkes nest. I am going to kill this son of a bitch.

We got John b help and they got him to the hospital

We waited for the ambulance, Sarah went with him and the paramedics said that he's going to be fine, which calm me down

Kie and pope went back to their houses and me and jay went to the chateau, we didn't wanted to be alone right now

We arrived at the chateau, "Come on" jay said as he grabbed my hand, leading me to the bathroom

"Huh?" I said as he took an aid kit from the shelf

"Can you take your sweater off so I could disinfected it? Would that he alright?" And I shakes my head, remembering the scars and the cuts, I've been clean for the past few days, it's getting better, because of jay but he can't see it.

"Liv I gotta disinfect it or it'll get worse" he said "I am sorry I can't" I started sobbing

"liv what's wrong?" He said and I just stairs quit

"Have I done something wrong?" He asked

"no, of course not you only make things better"

"Then what's wrong? Come on you can talk to me"

"Jay..." I said with a shaking voice

then it hits him, why shes always with sweater on, what she has being doing before he came in that night, why she always has sharp stuff with her

"No... " he shakes his head and started to tear, I know he knows now, it killed me but he knew.

"I know, I am sorry" I said and he pulled me into a hug, putting his head on my shoulder

"Why?" His voice was shaking, because of me, I hurt him, the fact that he cared hurt him, caring about me is only painful. I didn't wanted him to get hurt, but my poisoned spread and I had no control.

"It's been too much lately jay, just... too much" I said, my voice was shaking, my heart melted by the boy sobs in my shoulder

He let got of the hug, put his hand on my face "don't ever do that again. Please" he begged as I nod

"Promise me"

"I promise" I said and he nod before he kissed my forehead

"Where?"

"Please don't tell anyone" I asked as I ignored him, and he nod "they can't know, please"

"I know, I won't"

"Are you okay with putting off your sweater now that I know? I really need to disinfect it, I really worry about this, you don't have to show me" he said, and I hesitate at first but I eventually took my sweater off, i kind of hidden my cuts so he won't see, and he didn't

"Oh shit- liv... it's really bad" he said shocked and worried and I just shrugged

"You look messy too you know. you should be taking care of yourself"