Heart tied || bella ramsey

S E P T E M B E R

started may 18th 4:41 pm
|| imessage, real life || p.s this is around 2 months since the last chapter so they have filmed more scenes too! first kiss is coming up🤪🤪

buzz buzz

hearing the buzz of my phone i turn over groaning. It continues to buzz and i sit up slightly to look for it.

"jesus where is my damn phone," i whisper to myself still half asleep. It's in my bed i know that because it's vibrating the blankets, just it's obviously hidden. I throw my blankets up sending the phone into the air, that's always been an efficient way of finding a phone in bed.

"finally," I sigh even though it's stopped vibrating i still searched for it. Soon enough it vibrates again but only once this time, i turn the phone over look at the day to make sure today isn't important. it's not it's a boring day, september 18th 2021.

i look at my notifications to see a random number had called me, and texted me. I open the text message, reading it and feel my heart beat speed up instantly.

unknown
found you once again eliza. stupid idea to become so famous.

unknown
you know exactly who this is. i will find you.

unknown
goodbye for now, love your father

I read all the messages, my breathing becomes shallow and quick, i can't find my breath everything is too much. I can hear my heart in my ears i exit the message and go to my contacts. Finding bella's name i call instantly silently begging they are up and will pick up.

"pick up..pick up.." I whisper my vision becoming blurry from the tears, a small sob coming from within me.

"..liza?" i hear from the other side, hearing their voice i let out a louder sob not being able to form words, barely being able to get my breaths in.

"liza? what's wrong what happen?" they panic, im still unable to form words, i just sob into my phone

"i'm on my way, just focus on your breathing liz," they try and comfort me through the phone not being able to be here since they stayed with pedro last night, but im hardly listening, repeating the words in my head i will find you, love your father. It's like a nightmare has came true, i can't see him, he can't do all those things he's done all over again.

hearing the phone go silent, signaling bella hung up, i drop the phone curling into a ball on my bed, sobbing harshly into my white comforter.

a few minutes, everything's just getting worse it's like i'm being taunted, everything traumatic from my childhood being brought back up, opening closed wounds. The words getting louder and louder each time they are repeated.

my thoughts are interrupted by my bedroom door opening and a panicked bella rushing to me.

"liza breath with me," they lay right beside me, "in...out...in...out,"

i continue to breath with them, my breathing slowing and the tears calming. I'm still crying quite hard but it's not full sobs, bella just brings me into a hug holding me tight comforting me without words.

"what happen?" they say gently bringing me away from their chest, holding my shoulders looking me in the eyes.

"m-my f-father.." i say between hiccups, "he messaged me," i finish with a few deep breaths between.

"can i see?" bella asks, i nod handing them the phone, "..oh sweetheart, i will not let him get anywhere near you okay?"

"i don't know what to do, that reopened wounds i thought i sealed shut a while ago," i sigh, the tear flow slowing, "i guess time doesn't heal all,"