The Journey Of Life

➠PROLOGUE .

"Everything happens for a reason".

Jessica Nobuhlebenkosazane's POV

"But.. but , you promised me" I said, I was hurt so hurt my heart was beating fast I don't know , maybe it's because he broked my heart just because of sex

"Was it because of Sex ?...Huh?" I asked and again I did not hear his voice , maybe I'm dreaming it can't be.

"I'm dreaming right Brandon?" I wait for an answer and again I'm hit by silence

"Answer me dammit!" I was now shouting

Amanda looked at me shocked , I know I was shocked too I'm not the one who likes violence or shouting , I hated it

"Look Jess , we are sorry okay this was not suppose to be like this okay , please let me explain " Brandon finally said looking at me with those beautiful eyes of his , I was about to answer when Amanda talked

"Explain what Brandon?huh? Tell her what you told me tell her now ! Baby girl stop being a fool and wake up this is reality Brandon doesn't love you Jess , but he loves me and only me ! Tell her baby " she said looking at Brandon while brushing her stomach

"I am sorry Jessica , please forgive me but this was not planned please forgive me , I love you Jessica" his tears runned down his handsome face as he was talking , I wanted to believe him and forgive him as he said but what Amanda said I will never in my life forget it

"stop lying Brandon , stop being stupid Jess
He told me you are Fat do you hear that FAT , he said you smell of rotten eggs , he said that you're ugly and he just pitted you, that you had no one , and me ohh honey I just felt sorry for you that you had no friends , I mean your stupid sister is not here so you must have been lonely , I mean look at me and look at you honey we are two different people I mean you're so ugly that I'm afraid of taking a photo with you because my camera might Crack , look at him and look at you he is so handsome and has money while you're poor and you smell like a cow , you even look like one , he deserves better and that better is me not some cow smelly girl like you , baby I'm sorry but you should leave my baby daddy alone , we are 2 months pregnant , maybe we will employ you as our nanny but I don't want my child to have nightmares because of your ugly face and My baby daddy doesn't love your sorry virgin ass , maybe you're not even one look at you maybe you were afraid of opening your smelly legs , uggg you make me want to puke sies! " my so called friend - Amanda said , sigh

Brandon just looked at me and said " please go and Don't contact me ever again " he said while a avoiding my eyes

I just looked at him and Swallowed , his right I should go "Have a great life together , and thank you Amanda for telling me the truth , next time when we meet again I'll be a better vision for myself and he doesn't deserve me , may the Lord bless you both " I wiped my tears and stand up - I'm going , I just smiled at Brandon

"Goodbye" I said

I walked out , I got in my car as I drove straight to the nearest McDonalds , getting out of the car after parking it I walk through the big door while pushing it to open , walking through the till I can feel eyes on my body , I mean I am walking barefoot , I'm wearing a tight black dress while my hair is a mess

Technical I am a mess myself but that is gonna end I need to fix my life
"Can I get anything as long as they is cheese ohh and 2 cups of dunked chocolate icecream please " I said in a low voice
"Yes Mam" he replied while smiling and giving me the slip of my order number , I did not smile back , I was not in the mood