Author's note: Yes, it's another filler because once again...I'm having writers block about what to do for chapter 12. It sucks...I get all these good ideas and it doesn't fit into the story. This chapter does NOT tie in with the 11 other chapters; obviously. This is what happens when I have an imagination. Haha!
Twitter: @DrLexipediaGrey
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SWITCHUP
“Oh god.” I yelled out as I stumbled towards one of my fellow doctors who had gotten in the plane crash with me.
“No…no no no!” I yelled as I looked around to see if the other five doctors were okay, but I didn’t see any of them.
“Oh god, you have to hold on.” I told him as I tried to stop the bleeding.
“Lex…I’m gonna be okay.” He tells me, but that doesn’t reassure me.
“Help!” I yell out, but all I hear is an echo.
“Oh god…” I look around as I look down at him.
“I’m gonna be right back, okay?” I tell him, but I just couldn’t leave.
“I’ll be okay…” He whispers. I nod and quickly run off to find stuff and the other doctors.
“Lexie!” I hear someone yelling. I turn around and see Meredith standing there.
“Where’s Derek?” She asks, but I had no idea.
“I-I-I don’t know…” I said a bit quickly while looking around.
“Lexie! Lexie!” Meredith tried to calm me down by grabbing my shoulders.
“Are you okay?” I nodded my head, but then quickly shook it and looked around again.
“He needs help. He-He…he’s dying.” I pulled away from Meredith and grabbed a few scraps of clothing I saw lying on the ground.
“Who?” Meredith asked me,
“Mark?” I ignored her as I continued to walk to look for more stuff.
“Can you help Mer? Please?” She followed me.
“I can if you tell me what’s going on.” I shook my head and headed back.
“I’m back…” I softly say before sitting by him.
“You can’t die again…” I say as I begin to wrap him up with the clothes; hoping to stop the bleeding.
“Lex-ie…” He coughed up some blood which splattered all over my scrubs.
“You’re gonna be fine, okay?” I tried to hold back my tears.
“No…I’m dying.” He told me, but I didn’t wanna believe that.
“You can’t die!”
“Think…about it, Lex.” He whispered while looking at me.
“I already had a near death experience…” He coughed more blood up.
“Clearly death wants me…” He chuckled softly.
“Son of a bitch…” He moaned out through clenched teeth. I began crying as Meredith sat next to us.
“I gotta find if the other doctors are okay.” I nodded.
“Can you please find him?” I looked at Meredith and she instantly knew who I was talking about.
“I’ll be back as soon as possible.” She looked at the doctor dying in my arms.
“And you…stay alive.” She tried to hold her tears back as she left.
“I can’t…promise her…” He began talking again. I shook my head.
“P-Promise me…one thing Lexie.” I held his hand and listened,
“Promise what?” He smiled softly,
“Eat…more…bacon.” I raised an eyebrow and laughed a bit,
“Bacon?”
“Yeah…eat more bacon.” I nodded,
“I will. I’ll eat more bacon.” I was a little confused of why he was telling me to do this, but all I could do was say yes.
“Good and…have more sex.” I began crying more as his breathing started to get heavier.
“Go be an amazing surgeon…” He whispered.
“I will.” I nodded as his grip around my hand loosened and he died. I closed my eyes and began crying.
“Oh god!” I rested my head on his chest and sobbed. The other doctors, Cristina, Meredith, Mark, and Derek all found me and saw the dead body.
“Oh…” Derek said as he looked away.
“C’mon Lex…” I hear his voice. I look up as Mark grabs my arm and helps me up. He holds me close and I continue crying.
“I-I couldn’t let him die alone…he has no one.” I told Mark as we sat down a few feet away from the dead body.
“I know…” Mark whispered while stroking my hair.
“I wish I could have done something! I wish I could have helped, but there was blood…SO much blood.” Mark continued to stroke my hair in hopes to calm me down.
“We can’t worry about him anymore…we gotta help ourselves and try to stay alive until they find us.” Cristina says while gathering some stuff to start a fire.
“I can’t believe it…I mean, it’s Karev.” Mark suddenly said while he looked at the dead body.
“He told me death really wanted him.” I softly said with a sniffle. Mark held me close before kissing my head.
“We’ll all be okay. They’ll come find us.” Mark tried to reassure everyone, but then whispered,
“I hope…”
