𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄 (𝐆𝐗𝐆)

𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘_𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 ♔︎

... 𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐁𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞 ...

Rosa's POV

TODAY IS THE DAY!

I'm getting ready right now, to head to the modeling company and I'm nervous as hell.

The day, everyone and I've been waiting for, anticipating even.

This may be my first time on a Magazine Brand cover. It's just it's the boss's pick which is whom.

Okay sure, I have my highest hopes up... that I will be picked. I'm not being a bitchy person, it's just a intuition.

Since last night, my phone has been blowing up with messages and hopes from everyone.

And still yet ... Alex has been herself, avoiding me and just sending a short text and therefore, nothing else.

I'm pissed at her of all heavens, and if she thinks I'm not studying her motives.

She is definitely wrong.

More often than some, she and Sophie has been disappearing, and through my window, they came back late.

I watch them.

At late hours, some cruel 3:30. And I just keep it all under wraps and just act all cool.

My gut feelings are picking up some wicked overthinking thoughts.

As a black woman, my mom always tells me to trust my spiritual guides and I'll never be wrong.

And those two fuckers, have been getting all secretive from last month, since we're in February.

Let's erased them out the glue right now. If they think not trusting me is the best way...

So be it, and sure as hell, I always have trust issues and I never see the day, I'll second my friends.

As usual every morning, I gave myself in the mirror a pep talk over, while brushing these canines all clean.

When I feel all confident, more awake after washing my face, I wait to cool of before showering.

In Wattpad books, I read how girls just jumped like grasshoppers out their bed and into the water.

Ever took a minute to wonder, why sometimes you feel your chest contracting a gaping feeling?

Like your sucking in a sepulchre in your chest, wheezing short of breaths.

I might not be a doctor, but a girl who's mother is an Black Asian mother, knows her things.

And for a fact, everyone of her beliefs are either facts are true life remedies.

Turning on my flat screen T.V. which seems like a thousand years since, I've watch anything on it.

First thing came on is Paw Patrol and I'm obsessed. I'm just killing time to have my shower.