happiness is hard.
Its not easy and never was. it causes so many problems, especially for sense. Forever detached because happiness died to quickly. Leaving him alone. Maybe that's why he wears them. Those shirts. The shirts that hug him and make him feel like someone's there. Someone who will fill the whole that love was supposed to go into. Squeezing his heart so that it feel like it might burst but also holding it in place so that it wont. Going through this cycle so that everything wont become clear. Love through pain, that's what it gives him. The only way for there to be a distraction from a terrible pain is for there to be something that hurts more. So that's what sense does he "distracts". he distracts himself with cases, but those cases only bring him more pain and confusion, and pressure so much so that it distracts him from his distraction was . so then he dose it one more time. All the bloody years and the falling tears, all created for one purpose, so that he won't let go
