Best friends always become lovers { B&J }

I Dont Know

Bey's POV
It's been over a month since I went to the hospital and had surgery. Today is going to be the first day I actually get to get out of the house and have a fun day with my girls. I've been staying with Jay ever since and he's been so helpful and wonderful to me during this healing time. I'm truly thankful for having him with him , but something has been completely off with him. He barely says 5 words to me and that's been everyday for the past month and if he does say something to me it's about me taking my medication, I don't know what I did and every time I ask he walks away from me. He hasn't even slept in the same bed with me , kissed me nothing . The only reason I still know what his touch feels like is because he was still giving me showers but now by me up and moving that's all about to end . Ughhhh I don't know what I did

I get out of the bed heading to the bathroom to do some self care before I leave for a little while. After I got out the shower I picked out this cute pink blouse with a little bit of cleavage and some light denim jeans. I didn't feel like doing much to my hair so I simply sprayed water in it and left it to its nature state. I spray myself with Jays favorite perfume of mine hoping to catch his attention before I leave the house. I grab my phone and my purse and head downstairs , Jays downstairs ...

" hey , how did you sleep " I said walking to the couch to put my shoes on, as soon as I sat down to put my shoes on he gets up off the couch , I roll my eyes because he continues to act this way towards me and I'm really starting to hate it

" Today is the first day I'm officially going out I'm excited " I said trying to say something that might possibly get a reaction out of him. Still nothing complete SILENCE

" Umm yeah the girls are taking me to get something to eat and a little bit of shopping so I'm excited to get some fresh air you know " I said and still nothing . At this point I feel like I would get a better reaction from a wall then his ass. I felt my phone buzz in my purse and I take it out it's Kelly calling me letting me know she's outside

" okay , here I come " I said to Kelly before hanging up the phone " well I'll see you when I get back then " I said to Jay I was literally walking out the door

" Bey " Jay said and i immediately turned around because that's the first time he called me Bey for the whole month I've been staying with him he addresses me as Beyonce only , not baby , babygirl nothing strictly Beyonce

" Yes " I replied back to him smiling but not trying to smile to much

" Make sure you take your medicine in the next 2 hours " he said and all I could do was look at him because that's all the fuck you said Nigga AFTER A WHOLE MONTHHHH. I looked at him one last time before rolling my eyes again and slamming the door as hard as I can because he's really pissing me off . He won't even communicate his issue with me. But I don't even want to think about that this is my first time going with the girls so I just want to enjoy myself.

~ 2 hours later ~
We linked up with chelle at the mall and we've did some walking around , definitely some shopping lol and now we're about to settle down and grab something to eat because I'm starving and I can't take this medicine without eating. We get seated at an outside table and we start with just our Bevs.

" how has your healing journey been " chelle asked as we all snacked on the bread the waitress brought out

" its getting better you know some days are worse then others but I take it day by day " I replied

" and how have you and Jay been " kellz asked with a raised eyebrow this bitch is so nosey lol

" uhhh we're okay " I said with a little bit of hesitation

" nope nope why you say it like that " Kelly replied pointing at me which caused me to laugh

" you so dumb , and I don't know honestly we barely talk " I said