I do not want to feel anything, i do not want to feel pain or sorrow, i want to feel nothing at all, i want to be numb....i need to be numb....but i cant....
~10 minutes ago~
We have reached a dead end, their sent was now masked with something dreadful, it stings our nose and eyes making it impossible to track it, whoever planned this knew what they were doing
"What the hell is this shit?" I turned to see Anna covering her nose and eyes backing away
"I dont know" i said looking back at the forest holding my breath but its stinging my eyes making me momentarily blind so i backed away
"How are we gonna find them?" I shook my head clearing my vision
"I don't know" i opened my eyes, it started to clear but something else caught my attention, blood...i turned to Anna who was looking at me confused
"Is that what i think it is?" I nod and we both ran in the direction of the smell then we came upon a body, ripped apart limbs are here and there cut up into pieces, i bent down and picked up the leg examining it
"This person was ripped apart....alive" i said putting the leg down
"Who would do something so cruel?" I walked around the other body parts
"I don't know" i said looking at the other half of the body
"You seem to not know-" she stopped talking and moving staring down at something
"I have no idea whats going on...that's why i-" i stopped staring down at the same site as she was staring at, laying there in the dirt was a head, it wasn't just any head it was
"N-Nina..." i came out of shock turning to Anna holding her back as she screamed fighting me trying to go to her twin, but i wouldn't...couldn't let her go she fought until she couldn't then we fell to the ground as she cried, tears pouring down my face too as i console her
"Im so sorry Anna" she cried the most heart breaking site i could ever see, i turned to look at the head again the fear in her eyes, her mouth open probably from screaming, i couldn't look anymore i cant imagine how much pain she was in, and we weren't here to help...i wasn't here to help
"Im s-s-so sorry!" I cried holding Anna in my arms as she screamed and cried, I do not want to feel anything, i do not want to feel pain or sorrow, i want to feel nothing at all, i want to be numb....i need to be numb....but i cant...Nina was like a sister to me, she was my family, so the pain isn't going away
"I want them dead! All of them!" She said looking up at me her eyes puffy and teary
"I want them to suffer...slowly and painfully!" She was saying everything that i was thinking, i know i should be the wise one and say no but killing my family just to get at me is to much, i took her hand in mine
"We'll tear them to nothing!" She nods then she turned to look at her twin, tears pouring out of her eyes but she clenched her jaw
"Lets give her a safe passing to the other side first" i nod squeezing her hand alittle
"You collect fire wood and ill do this" she shook her head
"I have to do this" i looked at her for a second then i nod, she needs to do it, even tho she was my sister too, she was still her twin
"Ill get firewood" i got up and almost fell again, my body feeling so weak and painful and i wished i was numb, i walked away then turned back to check on her before i leave, then i saw her caress her face
"Im so sorry Nina!" Her tone quivery as she still caresses her face, i held my chest as i feel my heart break literally, tears falling freely now
"Im so sorry Nina" i said feeling the guilt building up, mixed with anger as i made a silent vow, i will kill them all!
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Eternal Awakening: Find Me (Book 2: Awakening series)
Vampire(sequel to lost soul) Crystal Scott was sent to her death by the fates 6months ago, but seeing as she is willing to sacrifice herself for her people she was sentenced to be a lost soul, she is to live as a regular vampire in a city she requested, a...
