Poetry for who needs it

I hate you.

I watch you by far,
laughing
and talking
to the ones that once were our friends,
you're happy without me,
but don't you worry,
I'm happy too,
that's what I want you to think
because I feel empty inside,
but you don't miss me,
then why,
why I'm suffering that much,
I just want to hate you,
but deep inside I already forgave you.