i'm tired of the only way i get to
see and talk to you being through screen.
i love sitting on facetime with you,
but that's still not enough.
i want to sit with my head in your lap
as you talk about nonsense.
i want to look you directly in
the eye when you speak to me.
i want to try and hide the fact i would
be looking at your lips, because a screen
doesn't show when i do.
i've gotten so used to only seeing
you in my dreams and thoughts.
how is it going to be when we meet?
i just want to be near you,
like i'm meant to.
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side,
please just hold me tight.
"how can i be scared, when i stretch
and feel you're there?"
i just need you near me.
i just need you here with me.
always and forever.
too bad the only way you'll be is a screen.
"next year though, right?"
we keep saying it as if we haven't
been for the past 2 years.
i just need it to be true.
i just need it to be you.
