you see, i've been lying to you this whole time.
when i said you didn't matter anymore.
that i was happy you were gone.
that i just needed some time to myself.
i didn't.
i needed you, your laugh, the way you made me feel
so at home, even though you were thousands of miles away.
i never stopped loving you.
and i'll never be able to.
because when i see your face,
i can't help but break into a smile.
and i hate it, so much,
but it's the truth.
i still love you and i'll never be able to stop.
