Ming is more scared as time goes by,he can hear footsteps of him coming closer and closer ming is scared that he will find him. Ming held his breath.
( Who Do you think ming is scared of?)
( How silly am i,how would you know.)
(Ok I know I am not funny so the answer is pha yup ming is scared of pha. )
ming can hear pha's voice,pha's voice sounds sweet as honey fill with love,but he knows pha doesn't love him he is just obsessed.he is Just obstinate about him.
He is scared to face pha,he knows that pha can easily find him, that it's useless to hide,he can't get out of this house. thinking about this house ming felt sad and heartbroken once he called this place his Heaven, their Lovenest (pha and ming).but now he feel that hell must be better than this place.time has changed how stupid he was, his so called Heaven has became worst than Hell.
He once believed that pha was his everything his soulmate,his lifeline now thinking about past how stupid he was ,he was just blind by love.he thought pha was true gentleman.kind, loving,honest,open-minded,understanding-partner ,Mature,Respectful,
affectionate. Hum how blind he was.he cringe thinking this.
He is hating his self, he is helpless,now he feel like people are right he is just brainless & arrogant foolish.he know what people talk about him he try to ingnor them but everyone assume him as arrogant, people mocked him behind his back saying that he is just illegitimate child ,on surface they called him young master of Daichapanya family but once he left they mocked him.many people just befriend him for his money they treat ming like atm,that's why he has trust issues, .ming never had true friend, now he is having self doubt if all this are true.Is he really unlikebel?
Ming thought pha was his light in all this darkness but how Wrong he was! ming is silently crying think of all this ,he can't cry loudly he is scared if he make sound pha will find him. He wants to scream ,he can't endure,he is at his limit.ming's whole body in pain but he feel his heart is more painful he feel like his heart is shatter. He feel so broken.
Will someone notice that I am missing?will someone find me? Who will notice me,no one cares,mae why you left me alone in this world I also want to come to you ,I am scared no one loves me mae why don't you take me with you said Ming in mind.
He has no hope for his father to mr.Daichapanya ,he is just mistake in his words his misfortune.he think about his brother but Ming felt p'forth never care about him he is so indifferent.he always ignore him. He has no hope that his family will notice that he is missing.he ran away from home he even wrote letter that he will never come back.how ironic. he is Here for more than 6 months. nobody contact him,so thinking someone will rescue him is just his dream.he is on his own.
What do you think? Will someone come to mings rescue? What do you think does Ming's brother care for him?.🤔please share your opinion in comment.
(Ok I will tell you in next chapter why ming is here and why is he scared of pha and also why mr.Daichapanya hate ming. As for forth's indifferent behaviour you are free to guess)
