𝐼𝑛𝑎𝑑𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦: 𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛; 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦.
In this mystifying tale, Nora Adette Seong finds herself in a strange predicament where she is heavily distraught because of a man that will inevitably cause he...
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A/N: Play— Willow By: Taylor Swift, it adds depth to this chapter.
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I'D like to think that I truly resonate myself with the show Gilmore Girls, as it's prime main character practically lists all my positive and negative qualities.
Rory Gilmore, the main character, is someone that when I was growing up; I felt as if I had to be her.
I mean Rory is so similar in terms that her mother bore her at the mere age of sixteen, and she is extremely academically driven.
I have read every single novel Rory has read throughout Gilmore Girls, and I felt as if the classics had gave me a sense of wisdom throughout middle-school.
I didn't have Rory's quaint Stars Hollow or any colder seasons considering the heat of California, but as a thirteen year old girl; I'd travel to colder states just to appreciate the charming sweaters, and plaid skirts.
Gilmore Girls traipsed with me all the way towards now, and has become my escape.
I felt as though my life may be chaos sometimes, and when I'm feeling bleak I could always return to that first episode; and I think that's the beauty of enjoying something so much— as the feeling never changes.
My life may as well be in upheaval, but I could always replay the most important moments in my favorite television character's life and it'll never change.
I think I like the consistency of observing a character's life— as no matter how many times its rewatched or reread, it'll always remain the same.
Throughout the week, I had been unresponsive to any glimpse of productivity but just simply asking for help had reduced so much pain that had been buried so consumingly in every aspect of my body.
It has just practically killed me.
I had been vigorously attending psychotherapy sessions once again, and packing for my trip to California.
I had been lacking communication, and I had lacked in showing the real, raw me.
I thought that I had to be strong for my friends and be the most stable for them, but what I hadn't realized was how detrimental that mentality was for me.
As soon as I had confide with both Emi and Alaina, on my health these past few days; I felt instantly relieved of all the orchestrating I had to do.
I didn't have to hide anything now.
I felt as if this experience with them, permanently bonded us together since I rarely displayed my mental highs and lows.
We were now simply bound for the rest of our lives, since after yesterday we probably had done everything; together— whether it was sobbing on my bedroom floor together, or asking each other which blockbuster film was more interesting.
