Unexpected Feelings! (BWWM)

Chapter Eight: What the hell is your problem?

Chord's Prov:

I woke up when I felt the sun hit my eyes. I squinted some and turned my head so the sun wouldn't be right in my eyes. When I turned my head I was met with the sight of Amber's face. I couldn't help but admire how beautiful she was when she was sleeping. Actually how beautiful she was all the time. It's not that I didn't notice it before when we were younger, but it seems like I have been noticing her beauty more and more as the years have gone by.

I couldn't believe she was here with me right now, sleeping in a bed beside me. I can honestly say I never thought I would be with her like this. I mean of course I have thought about how it would be if I was with her, but that was more like me fantasizing. But I never believed her and I would actually get to this point. And I love where we are right now. I love going to bed with her and making slow passionate love to her. I love waking up and seeing her beautiful face sleeping peacefully beside me. I loved how perfectly we fit together, whether it was during sex or with me just holding her. I loved how beautiful and carefree she looks when she laughed. I love how she can look adorable in everything she wears. I love everything about her, I love her.

Holly shit I am in love with Amber. How could I have not seen this before? How could I have been so blind? When I truly think about it I think I have been in love with her for years. Because I have always loved those things about her. I have always noticed those things, I guess I just notice them more now that we have been together.

But what does this mean for us? I was the one who started this whole arrangement. And at first I just did it because I wanted to be with her again. I loved the way it felt when I was with her, and I wasn't ready to give that up yet. I thought that maybe if I was with for this week then maybe I would be able to get over her. That maybe I would have her enough to get her out of my system and we could go back to the way we were before. But as I looked at her right now, sleeping beside me I knew that I would never get enough of her. I would never get my fill of her. I wanted more of her, everyday, all day. This week wouldn't be enough, hell the rest of my life wouldn't be enough time with her.

How was I going to let her go? I mean couldn't let her go after what we have done these past few days. I was stupid to believe that we could ever be just friends after all that we have done. But if I am being honest with myself, I never have wanted to be just friends with her. And these past few days have proven how just being friends with her wasn't ever going to happen. I should have known never to get into a relationship like this. It did never work out in movies, the lead characters always end up falling in love with one another, and here I was falling in love with her, and it had only been a few days.

There was no way I could let her go now. There was no way I could go back to the way things were. I needed her now like I needed to breath, when I wasn't around her I felt out of place and lost. Being with her in anyway was like being home. I felt her shift some, and smile.

"Didn't your mother ever tell you it's rude to stare?" Amber said with a little chuckle as she snuggled closer into my side.  I couldn't help but let out a little laugh myself. All that I could think was I was going to make her mine and I wasn't going to let go. I really don't care what I need to do, by the end of this week Amber Riley will be mine!

Amber's Prov:

I woke up to the feeling that I was being watched. I opened my eyes slightly and found Chord staring down at me with a look of adoration on his face. I couldn't help but smile. I liked the way he was looking at me. But I decided I would mess with him some for starring so much. "Didn't your mother ever tell you it's rude to stare?" I said to him as I closed my eyes and let out a chuckle. I snuggled myself closer into his side, as I did so I could feel him laugh some.