.:Recap:.
I groaned a little and held my hands to my head, wishing the pain would stop. I felt my coat and shoes being removed, and I instantly felt more comfortable on the soft surface. Then I felt a hand, not James', rest against my forehead, presumably checking to see if I was too hot. Then the hand was taken away again and I could see white spots in front of my eyes.
Knowing I was going to pass out at any second, I shut my eyes and willed for the darkness to take over me.
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When I awoke again, I was on a comfortable bed, in different surroundings. The figure by my side was a medical lady from school, who used to be a nurse. She was writing on a clipboard as I took in my surroundings.
To my relief, I wasn't in a hospital. Out of the window, I could see a second cabin, and a few people from my year running around playing in the snow; we were back at the dorms. I was presumably in the medical cabin which joined onto the dining cabin.
The lady spoke to me for a while, asking me questions, and then she went away again. When she came back, she told me I would have to stay here overnight and then see how I was in the morning. I shrugged, saying I didn't mind, and she left again.
As I sat all alone in the silence, I wondered if Alex had heard what had happened and would visit me. I worked out that probably everyone knew what had happened - word travelled fast when being carried by school kids - but after a few hours, he still didn't visit.
I didn't even notice the tears fall from my eyes until I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I tried to wipe them away, but it didn't work. I knew Alex cared for me, I knew it...so why didn't he visit? Maybe he wasn't allowed? Or maybe he held a hard grudge against me?
Sobbing, I left the bathroom, the room swaying around me. I collapsed into bed and drank a glass of water, before curling into a ball on the bed and closing my eyes tightly. That was the last thing I remembered before falling asleep again.
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The next day, the lady said I was probably going to be OK but I might feel dizzy sometimes. She told me that, if I did, I would have to tell someone and have some water. Yeah, right, I was going to tell someone...they'd call me a wimp and ignore me.
However, now I was feeling better, I could think clearly about everything that had happened. Alex had stopped talking to me, James had helped me, and neither of them had visited me. I felt hurt, and more alone than ever. I was grateful for James for helping me, but upset that he didn't visit.
But more than anything, I was upset about my predicament with Alex. What if we didn't make friends again? What if he hated me forever? The thought was too much to bear. I had to get him back, I had to. He was my best friend; my rock. Without him, I was lost.
And so I formulated a plan.
I had to convince myself I hated James so that nothing gave me away when I was apologizing to Alex. If I didn't truly hate him then Alex was sure to find out and things would backfire again. So now, I actually wanted him to be bipolar again, for the first time.
But first I wanted to say thank you to James. He had been so nice to me yesterday after I hit my head, and had said nothing about what Nicola told him, and for that I was grateful. So when I was allowed out of this blasted place, I would find him, say thanks, and then hope that he was bipolar again so I could apologize to Alex.
In theory, this would work, as James was always being bipolar. In practise, I knew there would be a lot of problems once I'd started. Like, how do I get either James or Alex by themselves? How did I know if Alex would even forgive me? What if I got really embarrassed when I was with James and cocked it up completely?
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You took my heart, could I please have it back?
Teen Fiction16-year-old Elizabeth Johnson is far from your average teenager. Fighting depression, she has to get through sixth form, where bullies and the 'cool gang' knock her down, time and time again. However, at school she meets a boy, a mysterious boy who...