Tears in The Rain [Justin Bieber]

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Valerie King

I got closer and closer to the destination, with heels in my hands because it was impossible to walk on the beach with heels when your falling every minute. The candles made the rose petals easier to see when I walked. Every step I took I became more and more anxious. I wanted to throw up as I felt my stomach become tighter, wouldn't that be a romantice sight?

I kept walking trying to calm myself. But, it was to nerve wracking. All these thoughs came rushing into my mind. It was like one of those your life flashes before your eyes moment. I looked up from my feet, I was atleast a couple feet away and I smiled as I saw Justin's figure. His back was facing me, and it was  dark so I really couldn't see anything that well.He was standing and doing something but, I couldn't tell what it was. That is until I saw him grab another figures hand and they were both standing up. I rubbed my eyes and squinted them to see if I actually sceen was true. It was.

I was confused by all of this. What was he doing with another girl? I felt something inside of my chest, it was a weird feeling. Something I never felt before.

But, I couldn't explain it because I was inturppted by Justin's words. The words that would kill me inside. "Selena, I love you so much. You're my heart, my world. The love of my life, you make me so happy and I can't live without you. Everything about you is so amazing and wonderful, you're my dream girl. I saw so many pretty faces, but, now all I see is you. I would do, be and give everything for you. You lite up my world like no other. And that's why I must ask-" He got down on one knee and pulled the ring out of his pocket.

I tried not to choke as I realized that it was the engament ring I found when Justin and I went to Hawaii. The lump in my throat began to form. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. All I wanted was someone to wake me up from this nightmare. But, this wasn't a nightmare, this was my own reality. And than he said the words, that practially crushed me in everyway possible.

"Selena Marie Gomez, will you do the honors of marrying me?"

I gasped in a shaky breath, trying to breath as quietly as I could but, the pain was unbarriable inside my chest. I felt as if my heart was going to burst any second like it was stabbed atleast one thousand times.

"Of course I will marry you!"  She screamed as he laughed at her reaction and got up to hug her, he picked her up and began spinning her around like it was the happiest day of his life. I didn't let the tears fall, I wasn't going to let him see me cry. That would probably be the one thing I would regret, is to let him see me cry. Instead I got really angry.

I was shaking uncontorably and I couldn't take the pain anymore. I had to get it off my chest. So I yelled the only thing I could think of. "What the fuck is going on here!" It seemed as if my yelling started both of them, and they both look shocked at my apperance. I marched up to them, until I was actually facing them. I looked at Selena and than at Justin. He slowly put her down, Selena didn't meet my eyes and stepped back. My anger flared as I faced Justin.

He flinched and looked like he wanted to shit bricks."Valerie...I can-" He trailed off the sentence and looked at me in the eyes with sorrow.

"You what Justin? You can explain? Go ahead no one is stopping you. Tell me how you really feel about me, tell me how much you never loved me, Infact tell me the part when you lead me on, making me think that you loved me, when it was nothing but, a lie"

I was suprised at how calm I was being considerd the fact, that I was ready to burst and all the pain I felt earlier. I felt little rain drops falling from the sky.

Justin's face began to turn into anger as I said those words."Don't ever say that Valerie! I did love you. Just not anymore! You once were everything to me, I fell in love with Selena and feelings changed, I changed. You want the truth? I have been cheating on you for almost a year now and I'm sorry it had to be this way. I'm sorry I lead you on, I was stupid for doing that. I should have broken up with you a long time ago. Instead I find you hear runing Selena's and I moment."

Oh hell no.  I threw the heels I held at Justin and one of them hit him in the face and the other in the chest. He stepped back and held one of his hands to his face. But, I didn't give a damn. The rain started pouring harder and harder and all I wanted was to break down and cry. It was so hard for me not too. No matter how angry I got, I was more heartbroken.

"I guess I deserved that." I shooke my head in disgust and began walking away. My hair and makeup that I spent hours on was already wet. I couldn't breath, I was cold and it was a long walk from here to the hotel. I refused to cry until I got into my room. But, I couldn't help let a couple tears stream down my face.

It wasn't until long I heard him calling my name."Valerie wait!"I stopped walking and didn't turn around as he came to a stop. We were alone.

"Wait for what Justin! Wait for fucking what?! I have been waiting, I have been here this whole time for one reason and it was you!  Only to find that you have been lying straight to my face about loving me, cheating on me behind my back and here you stand telling me to wait? How pathetic are you! Did you even think about me? Did you even think how I would feel or how I would react? What the hell is WRONG with you?!" By now I had turned around and began pushing him. As the anger flared out. I didn't care anymore. I bawled my eyes out as I said these words but, It didn't matter cause of the rain. You could still hear the pain in my voice.

I sobbed into his chest as he rubbed my hair. "I'm so sorry Valerie, I never meant to hurt you." I pulled away and slapped him hard across the face. I bet it hurt even more from the rain. He had a couple tears in his eyes. But, it was nothing compared to me.

"Cry Me a River."

I said and began walking backwards. I had to look at him one last time before turning away forever. "Oh, and by the way when you fuck her, I hope you think of me"

And that's all I said before walking away from Justin.

From everything.

there is a sequel called adaptation. if you enjoyed this you'll enjoy the sequel. 😇