We drove for a while, bopping our heads lightly to some smooth jazz i found while scrolling the stations on my radio. It wasn't too uncomfortable but definitely just weird. I mean this was basically a date despite saying multiple times it was not. And if I'm being honest I wasn't too repulsed at the idea of going on a legitimate date. I mean i've been calling him cute all afternoon and playing it off as a slip up... but what if its not a slip up? I mean its not a crush, i'm straight right? Ive thought about liking boys in the past but if anyone found out id be dead. Literally. Ive forced myself to focus on a popular girl instead but every time I look back at the guy I "like" my heart flutters a way i've only felt before when looking at my crush. Maybe i'm not straight but if I ever act on my crushes towards men, not only would my parents un-own me, id be unfriended by all my friends.
"Why'd you wanna make up Steve?" Eddie says glancing at me through the corners of his eyes, turning away from the window. "Is this a prank, a joke? Or is it just you doing charity work. Saving poor old me from the deepish hells of my trailer. Having a great night." I was immediately alert. "No! I just was an asshole. I wanna apologize." I said, looking at him. He looks at the floor. "No ones been nice to me before. Whys that changing now?" He fiddled with his thumbs awkwardly. "look, I- you seem cool. I wanna be friends... ive changed." I say a sincere look in my eyes. Eddie chuckles to himself. "I- im sorry for being rude.." Eddies says quietly after a few seconds of anticipation. "I have trust issues." Eddie chuckles trying to make a joke of a serious situation." I glance at him. His eyes were covered with a glossy glaze. I reach over and place my hand lightly on his. He flinches and goes to pull it away before stopping. "Its fine.." I said smiling. He smiled back. My stomach filled with butterflies as our hands held eachother. Fuck my reputation fuck my parents and fuck my friends. I think im inlove with Eddie Munson. Love at "first" sight is true i guess.
sorry if their storyline is too fast im bored and writing them FALLING inlove takes to long
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oh please... // steddie
FanfictionSteve 'the hair' Harrington thinks he's all that- no, he KNOWS he's all that. He believes he has the looks to pull any woman he wants. His bestfriend, Robin Buckley, is desperate to prove him wrong. She bets him $100 he cant pull Eddie 'the freak' M...
