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Su1c1dal Y/n Hcs <3

Trigger warning-Mentions of s/h and suicidal thoughts(obviously)

Idea from: @AsherTheProblem  =D

(sorry it's a bit cringe) Also if you have any of these thoughts, vent to a friend or a close family member. If you can't you can dial : 1-800-273-TALK (or 8755) in the U.S or find out your country's suicide prevention #. 

Tobias

-Tobi wants to visit his precious y/n!

-You guys arrange a meet-up at the quarry. (idk how he got past Lucas, he just did)

-Happy boi Tobi!!

-Once you guys get there, He takes out a(n) (favourite drink).

-You extend your arm to grab it and Tobi ,being the observant mf he is ,notices something's wrong with your arm.

-Protective Tobi :ON

-He grabs your arm and rolls up the sleeve of your f/c hoodie. (mine is red :>)

-He looks at the many cuts and starts tearing up.

-"Why would you do this, y/n, WHY!"

-Thinks it's his fault for not being more affectionate towards you.

-Makes you open up and vent to him.

-"Please don't hurt yourself ,please ,you are the last good thing i have.

-He has never stopped supporting you since. <3

Rudolph

-He was staying over at your house for the weekend.

-He was looking for a pirated version of Megamind on your laptop ,when he accidentally opened a tab on suicide methods.

-Rud-ster knew this webpage all too well...(reMemBEr?!?!?!?!?)

-He shut the laptop and tightly hugged you.

-This all gave him déjà vu.

-He had just overcame the terrible voices in his head ,and now Y/N has to deal with them.

-He tried to look on the bright side though.

-At least he hadn't lost you.

-Every friday you guys do a little vent /trauma dump thing ,and surprisingly it REALLY helps the both of you.

- Goodmorning/Goodnight paragraphs over text when he can't be there to say it in person.

-Random "I love you" texts throughout the day.

Rudy: i wuv uuuuuu ^-^

You: DONT TXT ME IM SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO YOU!  

Rudy: Oh...right 0u0

You: ...yea    

Carmelo

-He was chilling with Emilio

- They saw you sit down on the floor with your back against a wall and take out....A RAZORBLADE!?!?!?

-Mf RAN as if Tobi was chasing him with a massive pride flag.

-He took it out from your bruised hands and examined the slightly blood stained metal object.

-"DUDE WHAT THE F*CK POSSESED YOU T-" He cut himself off.

- You had started crying, which he hated.

-"I...uhm...I'm... so sorry..." He studdered in a soft tone as tears welled up in his eyes.

-"It all makes sense now...The long sleeves...How you're always cold... Fuck! I'm such a terrible boyfriend!" He said while running his fingers through his hair.

-"It's alright." you whispered as you rested your head on his shoulder.

- There was a dense silence between you two for what felt like ages, but in reality was more like a minute.

-"This shit's lame.." carmelo sighed, "Lets go to the arcade or something, it'll help to get our minds off things."

-You guys had a LOOOOONG chat on the way over there.

-Turns out he knew a guy who had similar issues...wHat A CoInCIDenCE

Emilio

-Mf just...KNEW.

-But one day he noticed you hadn't come to school 

-Obviously he wasn't THAT concerned since it wasn't uncommon for you to miss a day or two randomly.

- EXCEPT you hadn't told him prior

-He spammed your phone until he got a response, except it wasnt from you, it was from your parent/legal guardian(s).

-"Y/n is in (nearby hospital). You may visit them if you'd like."

-That one text completely shattered him.

- After school he got Chris to drive him to the hospital.

-" I-I would like to visit y-y/n ... l/n please." he tried to keep his composure , but it was pretty obvious he had just been crying.

- An older woman offered to take him to your room and told him what exactly happened.

- He thanked the kind lady as he walked in to the dimly lit room.

- Hey Y/n! he said in a forcefully cheery voice, trying to lighten up the mood.

-"He-AH... sh!t" you tried to sit up but the pain in your side was too strong.

-"Sooo...you tried to overdose on some painkillers, did you?" he said in a shaky tone.

-"I-" you were cut off by Emilio hugging you."Please nev-er leave m-me!" he sobbed

- From then on, you started being more open about your emotions ,and even found some healthier ways to cope.

- "I read online that you can draw something on your hand every time you feel like hurting yourself."

-He's so supportive and buys you a cake every month you stay s/h clean. :]

- He draws little smileys on yousometimes.

A/N (why i was gone)

My crappy laptop broke after my cat sat on it (He's a CHONKY boi) and the screen turned black ,red ,blue and green on certain areas. I decided to toss the whole thing away. I'm SO sorry for not being able to post lately i'll try to get back into consistent chapters but it might be a bit difficult.

Anyways i'm typing this on my grandmother's PC (She's f*cking amazing :D)