ellie POV
hindi ako maka pakali ngayon sa kama ko dahil paano ba naman kasi katabi ko itong babaeng ito.
dahil hindi ako mapakali dito sa higaan ay napag isip isip ko na uminom nalang muna pang paantok.
pumunta ako sa mini bar namin dito sa bahay. andito yung mga alak na binili kanina nila kuya chad. i sat down while drinking alcohol. hindi na ako kumuha ng baso. tinungga ko nalang.
while I'm drinking i was thinking my love of my life. i still love her even how many years had past. we separated when i was 17 while she's 20 that time. now I'm 28 years old. even how many years had past I'm still into her but it's sad to say that she's not into me anymore, because she already Into someone.
i want her to go back in my arms, but how can i? what should i do? hindi ko naman pweding ipilit ang sarili ko sakanya dahil hindi naman na ako ang mahal nya.
i need to set her free but how ? how can i forget her if my heart still finding her. nangako sya na hindi nya ako iiwan pero iniwan nya ako. nangako sya na hindi nya ako ipagpapalit pero ngayon? nakakatawang isipin na ikakasal na sya. ang sakit tanggapin na hawak na sya ng iba. ang hirap tanggapin na iba na ang mahal nya.
how can i forget you dite? how can i forget you if you're the one who always my heart wants
"hey" i was shocked when i heard her voice at my back
"why are you here?" i asked even I'm not looking at her
she sat beside me so i face her
"you look sad." tinaasan ko sya ng kilay. hindi na nga nya sinagot ag tanong ko tapos yan pa ang maririnig ko sakanya.
"so? you don't care! pwede ba umalis kana dito" i said before i drink the alcohol. I don't want whenever she near me because im just hurting.
"you know what? you're so mataray samantalang sa dein na yun para kang bata kung manlambing" she said with annoying voice. hmmpp ang hilig nya mangdamay ng wala dito huh? tskkk!!
"i wonder wala ka sigurong jowa kaya ganyan ka bitter sa life mo" sambit nya at inagaw pa talaga ang iniinom ko ah? And Ano naman ang connect ng wala akong jowa sa kung anong ugaling mayron ako ngayon?
"hey! inomin ko yan" sambit ko at inagaw ko sakanya ang baso na may alak
"damot!" bulong pa nya pero narinig ko naman
Katahimikan lang ang namayani saamin ng ilang minuto but not until she broke the silent
"do you know what is love? " tanong nya pero hindi ko nalang pinansin. ano ano lang pinatatanong nya. Tsk!!
hindi ko na sya tinignan pero nararamdaman ko na nakatingin sya saakin. Naiilang ako.
"marunong ka kaya nun? " sambit nya muli kaya napaharap ako saknya at tinaasan ko pa ng kilay. TF!?? Do i look like i don't know how to love?
"do you know how to love? or nagmahal kana ba?" she asked again while smirking. I mentally rolled my eyes on her
"what kind of question of that? are you idiot? because duh!!?? all of us can feel love and know how to love, even the simple things ay minamahal natin." i said with sarcasm
She rolled her eyes on me. She's always mataray even before
"Ibig ko sabihin ellie ay kung nag mahal kana ba romantically " she asked. Even its not easy to me whenever she near me, i can't deny the fact that i love talking her.
I want to say yes to her question but i can't open my mouth. Something inside me that don't want to speak.
hindi ko paman nasasagot ang tanong ni triz ay nararamdaman ko na ang namumuong luha sa mata ko kaya naman tumagilid ako para punasan ang luha ko bago ulit tumingin sakanya
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WISHING TO THE STAR (GXG)
Fanfictionuntil you can wait to someone you love? this is originally wrote by author xxlegixx but sad to say that she can't able to continue her story because of some matters that's why she decided to let me finish her story.
