You have been a Youtuber 1 year after pewdiepie's debut and 5th on the "most subscribed channel on yt", your content are mostly filled with shit posts, gameplay, tutorials, vlogs and most noticeably memes! Everything was going great, your yt has 26...
Warning: mentions of Death, Suicide, and Self-Harm, proceed with caution.
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And then I woke up....
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I swiftly sat up from my bed, cold sweat drip down my forehead. I looked down at my hand and saw them trembling, I slowly lied back down on the mattress, not wanting to get up or even wake up, I don't even care if I never wake up..... I just want to be close to him.....
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I just want him back in my life....
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I don't want this....
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I don't want to wake up alone....
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I.... I miss him.... So much...
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I miss his touch... His voice... I want to see his smile again, the smile that he'll give me when I'm down.... The smile that always gets me back up.... That smile....
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