Warning
Mention of suicidal thoughts
Letting his vision adjust to the light that emitted through his window, Chifuyu rubbed the remaining sleep out of his eyes before sitting up right. However the minute he did this, he felt his head pound like crazy
" Guess I did it again" he irritatedly muttered
Kicking the blanket of off him, the boy made his way to the bathroom to get an aspirin against his terrible headache. After having gobbled one down, he splashed some water onto his face and stared at his reflection in the mirror
His hair was messy, his skin a little pale and to top it all off he had dark circles underneath his dull, teal eyes
Basically he looked awful...
Yet freshing himself up wasn't the thing preoccupying his mind but rather the dream he just had. Which he surprisingly remembered in every little detail. However he didn't really know how to feel about it
On one hand he was glad that for once, he had a rather pleasant dream about you. It was nice, compared to his usual nightmares
But despite that, it also made him feel even more miserable. Mainly because it was just a memory from the past. In a timeline were you were still alive
And now you weren't...
Repeating this phrase out loud, Chifuyu's blood started to boil and before he knew it, his fist smashed against the mirror, breaking it into pieces
Blood dripped down his arm, staining his white sleeve. The ones glossy mirror was now shattered. Pieces of glass were everywhere, on the floor, in the sink and some stuck in the boy his skin
Bringing his hand to his face, Chifuyu looked at it before plucking the small, sharp fragments out. With a few grunts and whimpers he managed to get ride off everything. Now all that was left to do was clean his bloody hand and wrap it into bandages
Yet that wasn't what he was thinking about...
Starring at the open flesh, Chifuyu's mind began to fill with a dangerous idea. Grabbing a piece of the broken mirror, he brought it to his other uninjured hand and placed it on his wrist
Though there was a part of him who encouraged this decision so he could finally escape this hell of a world, another half was somehow preventing him from cutting. Gritting his teeth, Chifuyu cursed as his hand wouldn't stop shaking
" Just do it dammit!"
With this boost of encouragement, the black haired male pushed the sharp object into his skin and began moving it downwards
But as if a guardian angel was watching over him, the sound of his doorbell suddenly echoing throughout his apartment, made him stop his movement
" Shit"
At first he thought that if he just ignored it, the person would go away. But unfortunately, whoever was on the other side of the door was pretty persistent and kept knocking and ringing
Eventually after the sixth time, the boy's patience had run out. Throwing the piece of mirror away, he rinsed his hand under the water, quickly put on a bandage and stomped towards the door
" What do you want?!" he snapped with an irk mark on his forehead
Utterly aghast by this welcome, Takemichi let out a shriek and backed away slightly
Seeing that it was only him, Chifuyu's expression changed into a more calmer one " It's just you"
" I..euhm...sorry to bother you but can we talk?" the boy asked nervously
" Well..." the black haired male quickly shot a look at his bandaged hand " Now's really not a good time. May-"
" It's about Y/n" Takemichi informed, making Chifuyu's eyes widen for a fraction before they narrowed
" Like I said, not now" he proceeded to close the door but his friend hastily put his foot in the opening " What the hell are-"
" Chifuyu" Takemichi's stern voice made the boy flinch a little
" I'm here to tell you that we're gonna try and safe Y/n"
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Get her back - Chifuyu Matsuno x reader
FanfictionAfter a horrible incident, nearly one year ago, that took the life of his best friend, Chifuyu Matsuno was never the same. His friendly, outgoing personality changed along with his will to do anything. And although his friends tried to help him, not...