-The Curls Pt.1-
Paige's POV
So alone. I feel so alone...
That's exactly all I've felt for the past three days or so. I'm still locked in this room, and I haven't seen El since they took her. I've been singing a lot to keep myself together.
I wonder what happened to her. Maybe they gave her back. Yeah that has to be it, there is no reason to keep her. Maybe they were friends with my dad and decided to use me to get money knowing I was adopted. Right? El is safe and sound at home, having fun with the lads and the girls. Surly they forgot about me and are having a much better life now that I'm not there. I mean, let's face it, I'm a burden. So broken...
I softly started humming the song I wrote. In my mind.. while being here. I just feel so alone now. El is gone, and she had heard a little bit of it. Maybe, just maybe, she realized how lonely I feel and told the lads.. then maybe, like i said, just maybe, they are out looking for me.
"So lost without, without trace
I wish I was a bird
I'd fly back to
your warm embrace
and be found again
Cuz right now it's hard
your absence
it's just not making sense
I'm ready to cry
but I'll stay strong and wait
until you find me again
And then I can be alive
You built me up tall
and now without you around
there's a wrecking ball
I'm being to torn down
To the ground without you
To the floor and there's nothing I can do
But to wait and to fight
To hope and to think that you just might
find me again
I sit in the cold
thinkin bout the old
days
that time when I-I
when I was happy
and it raises
my hopes
I'll be fine
Cuz you'll work it out
You always find me
yeah I know without a doubt
That you'll find me
I'll hold my head high
But still for now I'm alone
Find me again(find me again)
and I'll be alive
Find me again(find me again)
and I'll be fine
Find me again(find me again)
and I'll hold my head high" (A/N: This is an original and was written by @DontBeHatin)
At the same time I want them to forget about me, forget they ever adopted me and that I exist. That way they can go on tour, sell number one hits, have platinum albums and make history. I know they can be bigger than any other boy band that has ever existed, even The Beatles. (A/N: no offense to The Beatles fans, I myself love The Beatles to death, it just goes with the story) They are going to mark the history books, and be remembered. I know many people think they will die down, that once their 15 minutes of fame end they'll be forgotten. But I know they won't. One day they will be remembered as one of the best boy bands this world has ever known. Because they have that effect. They save thousands of lives, they make girls around the globe feel pretty even if it's only for a couple of minutes. They make girls and boys stronger.
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Dip Dyed -One Direction Fan Fic-
FanfictionEverything is dip dyed isn't it? Sometimes most of it is happy, and some times most of it is sad. -I WAS 12 DON'T READ-