ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ USED TO THE HURT, R.P 2

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𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗦𝗜𝗫
𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩𝙨...
𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃.

𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗡 𝗔 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗣𝗟𝗘 𝗦𝗣𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗦 in real life, but they are still dating onscreen, it is extremely awkward. Memories flashing through your head as she touched them in ways you wouldn't dare to now.

"You sure about this, Mads?" Bailey asked from beside me, picking up on they way I had been eyeing the blonde.

I nodded simply, flashing a small smile at the brunette, "it's fake. Besides I'm getting payed."

Bailey laughed, nudging my shoulder softly, "girl you right."

"Madison Beer!" Jonas called, a grin breaking out on his lips as he gestured for me to walk over.

I hesitantly stood, stretching out my cramping legs as Bailey and I bid our goodbyes, the walk over felt quicker then ever, before I knew it I was standing beside the person I was completely in love with.

"And scene!" The cameras began rolling, capturing every single move we had been making.

A sigh left my lined lips, my head slowly shaking back and forth disapprovingly, "JJ. It's because I'm still in love with you."

"You're joking." Rudy answered in character, his brows shooting up, "you don't love me anymore. I'm not lovable."

My hand came to cup his cheek, the warmth of his skin sending chills down my spine, "you're lovable. I love you."

"I love you too." His forehead rested on mine, his eyes fluttering shut as our lips were now inches apart.

My heart was beating faster then ever, his strong familiar scent burning my nostrils, I swallowed nervously, feeling every persons eyes on the two of us.

Before I knew it his lips were on mine, his large hand resting on my jaw as our lips collided. This only went on for a second, us pulling away awkwardly as the director yelled for us to cut.

He stood up, reaching his hand towards me kindly, "need some help."

I flashed an appreciative smile towards him as he helped me to my feet, "thanks."

"Mhm." He hummed, mirroring my smile before taking off towards his trailer.

That could've gone worse. We were both in a weird stage, that feeling you get when you see the person you're in love with but you don't know that you're in love with them.

It's extremely hard for me to plaster on a fake smile around him, genuinely I didn't have to fake any sort of feeling when I was around him. I hated that I loved him so much, my heart was still attached to him. It's always going to be him no matter what circumstance.

"Mads?" Drew waved his hand in front of my face, his face filled with slight worry as I had completely zoned out, "you've been standing here in silence for a hot minute. It's kinda freakin' me out."

"Sorry." I laughed awkwardly, "just went into my own world for a sec."

Drew chuckled, rolling his eyes playfully, "is it because of blonde?"

"Obviously. I mean it feels like we never broke up. Where did all my hatred for him go? It's disappeared." I complained, scoffing under my breathe as we made our way through the locked trailers.

"Because you never had any hatred for him." Drew added, shrugging lightly, "you're always going to be in love with him. He's hurting as well, he felt the same way about reuniting with you."

My brows furrowed at this new information, a surprised look taking over my face. Did Rudy actually miss me? No way.

"I don't know. He didn't seem to miss me when his ex fling was attached to his hipbone." I pursued my lips, the scene on replay as I shook my head disapprovingly.

"Your gonna tell me that you didn't hook up with anyone after Rudy. Look, I love you both and I don't do sides." Drew paused, darting his tongue out to glide against his drying lips, "but I think you should give him a second chance."

I let his suggestion sink in, it wasn't the worst idea. Being with Rudy was one of the happiest times of my life, it was the heartbreak after him that tore my world in half. I wasn't sure if I was able to handle another strike of pain.

"Just think about it. I'll help." He smiled gently, pulling me in for a side hug before he wondered off into the prop rooms.

Drew was completely right. I knew it, but I just didn't want to accept it. Social media would freak, we would probably break the internet again.

But what's the worst that could happen?

:)
drew rlly is the loml