USED

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Ever felt like being used by someone for some reason?

This question is the summary of my life. I always feel used. I am always being used by someone for their pleasure. It's not like I don't know at they are doing this to me, I always know but I don't want to say anything about it because I know if say them to stop then they will leave.

The fact that I get afraid by the thought of being alone I let others use me as much they can because probably I am using them to stay with me so that I don't get scared.

You know I heard this phrase a lot of time " use others or get used by others, it's your choice ". And now I believe in it. Use others as they use you. I don't like myself asking others for help but then again use or get used.

I don't want to attack anyone personally because the people I have around me are not less the angels but I am worth them. Because I am way too much self-centred person, I think about myself all the time, make everything about myself.

So sorry for being like this and whoever is in the same situation as me I suggest don't be like me, please. It makes you week a lot week than you imagine.

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