TEAR ON A SMILE

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Ever wonder, what other is thinking?, what are their thoughts about it?

I do all the time. For everyone I met. I just wanted to know what they think about me and my opinion. Because when they show what they truly what they feel you already are hurt.

I don't if I am hurt right now or not but one thing is for sure, I am crying. Crying so silently that probably even I can't hear my voice. You know funny thing about I am crying is there are a lot of people who value my tear but theirs no one who asks "are you like?".

And I don't want anyone to become that for me, really but I want to be your true form. Don't just drift apart, say a proper bye before leaving, maybe that will hurt less.

I am smiling like a sun but dying too. I don't know what is this feeling but I know it's painful. It hurts every time I see them smiling at me and saying I won't go and then just leave Ir drift apart.

I don't know what's the point of this chapter is and I really should not publish this but then again I can't stop myself to express my emotions, which I can't in IRL.

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