DEDICATION TO DAYLIGHTSTARZ and no not because its about me and her seriously NO its just there
Your innocent brown eyes welled up in tears
This is something you told me you feared
You run your hands through your chocolate hair
I know it’s too much to bear
Yes..it’s hard to understand
And you definitely cannot comprehend
And I don’t have the words
To explain to you what happened
As the age old story goes
The one of love and happiness and woes
You thought we were in love
And like a fool you thought that was enough
But it’s not…
Things were never how you thought
That simple… that easy…because you are in love with me
There was never a “you and me” or an “us”
So why make a fuss
It was simply not meant to be
Now you can be free
Even though I know you don’t want to be
And…and…and…
I am sorry
After everything you did for me
I should’ve been with you all the time
But I wasn’t and you said that was fine
You always said it wasn’t a crime
People make mistakes and its fine
Just be careful next time
But…
I wasn’t
I fell again
Not for you for him
And it’s a punishment
In itself that I'm still falling
Despite knowing
It will never have a beginning
And therefore there will never be an ending
To this painful harrying
And as i tell you this right now
You say I will get through it somehow
There really is no need to apologize now
Its not like we made a vow
Its okay
Have it your way
I know he'll keep you happier anyway
And I know that your heart pains
Because of me yet again
I know it’s a mistake
But I can’t save you the heart break
