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Chapter-14

Day 35
"Did you hurt your leg?" The substitute for Mr. Donovan said looking at my limp

"Something like that" I wiped the smirk off my face and sat down.

I should've never said what I did last night.
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"I don't really care if you have a fucking sizing appointment. You haven't talked to me In 5 days Dandelion"

"You making me upset"

"You can't leave your things early?"

"Cut your phone off please, "my teacher said making me get embarrassed

"No way! You have an iPhone 11." some kid said out loud

"No she doesn't," Amy said

"Yes, I do" I showed them the phone and she go irritated which made me laugh.

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Her rasped throat inaudible, unable to plead like the days before when I went easy on her because I knew I would see her again but now I don't know when I'll be able to ever touch her again.

Licking my thumb , I run it over the Dani hole briskly; fascinated by another hour of paralyzing sex and she still wanted more.

My little slut.

"I can go all night stop playing" i huffed

"I'm sorry for not being able to see you" Dani sighed rubbing my abs

"It's okay"

"Can we go again" I huffed pulling her panties to the side and she nodded yes

"I love you Ace" she kissed me and I froze.

She stared me in the eyes and waited for my response.

"Don't say shit like that" I scrunched up my face

"You don't love me?"

"You know what we are Dani"

"B-"

"I told you I would never date you."

"But you said you cared for me" her tears started forming

"I do care for you. Before I touched you I told you I couldn't give you children or be your boyfriend"

"I didn't ask for that"

"I don't love you Dani" the words slipped out my mouth.

"I don't think we should see each other again" she got off of me and put her uniform back on

"Bye Ace" she wiped her tears grabbing her backpack and left.

Whatever.

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Day 30

"Good job you lost 20 pounds, my dear," Ms. whistledown said measuring me

"I didn't eat for the past 5 days"

"Aww how come?"

"Things"

"You need to do that for another 10 days. Your bottom is too big. And all these marks we need makeup to cover"

"Yes ma'am" I stepped off the stool and put on my original clothing. I stepped out the store seeing a Dandelion on the concrete and stomping on it repeatedly.

"Hey! My flower" a little boy whined

Shit.......

"Sorry I thought Uhmm nothing sorry"I said repeatedly

His mom scorned me snd looked disgusted.

"I'll buy him a new one"I offered and she grinned

"It's not what you thought it was."she turned away walking

"He's always watching you dandelion"the little boy picked up the ruined flower and walked away with his mother

It's the damn phone. It's the fucking phone.

I went into the mechanic room in my house and grabbed a hammer then going to the middle of the street and hit it over and over again until it grew cold and dark outside.

I swept it to a garbage bag and threw it away in the other neighborhood, briskly walking back to my house.

Day 28

My memories of the hopeful promise to save their body for someone meaningful confronted with tears. I'm useless like that ripped corset.

I haven't been touched or touched myself in a week. I haven't done any work in a week. Homework piled up in my backpack like the old days.

The only person you ever told you loved doesn't love you back and considers you a sex doll. You fucked your professor. And somebody's dad and then you have to pick a person in the next 28 days or marry my dads brother.

I'm not marrying my dads brother.

Another man walked through the door. He was my age..well he was 23 but that's around my age.

"Hello"he sat down in front of me with tats covering his arm and neck

"Oh wow"I gasped

"Ive been seeing you around for a while"he chuckled

"I haven't seen you before"my mouth drooled

"I'm not out much. I would've approached you but I've seen you around Ace so I assumed y'all dated"

"No he was just a friend. We're not friends anymore"

"How come?"

He cares when I talk>>>>>>>>>

"He had some issues that I couldn't deal with"

"Hmm typical Ace"

"Yeah...anyways hey lol"I giggled before my mom hit me

"No! It's fine"he stood up for me>>>>

He's everything Ace will never be