I feel it coming again
A wave so big it’ll take me under
I take a deep breath
Hoping it’s enough to last
This wave is coming strong
It takes my body and my mind
Holding me down
With one last breath, I go under
I can’t get to the surface
I see everyone else get there just fine
I’m flailing and I’m trying so hard to swim back up
No one else is struggling
They swim with ease and leave me behind
I’m getting colder and succumbing to the waves once again
It’s cold and it’s dark down under these big waves
I try to scream but no one even acknowledges me
I try to reach out to someone
But all they do is brush me off
So I continue to sink deeper and deeper into the shade
I can’t get to the surface
I see everyone else get there just fine
I’m flailing and I’m trying so hard to swim back up
No one else is struggling
They swim with ease and leave me behind
I’m getting colder and succumbing to the waves once again
I need someone to help me
Before I get too lost and can’t be found ever again
This has happened before and I made it out fine the last time
What if this is the time that I don’t make it back out of the darkness?
What if this is the time I finally let it consume me?
I can’t get to the surface
I see everyone else get there just fine
I’m flailing and I’m trying so hard to swim back up
No one else is struggling
They swim with ease and leave me behind
I’m getting colder and succumbing to the waves once again
With a shred of hope still left I call out to a friend
And she’s there within a flash
She’ll drag me to the surface
And save me from myself once again
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Um this is basically just about my struggle with depression I'm not really sure what else to say about it
If anyone needs or wants to talk just message me. Stay safe lovelies. I love each and every single one of you.
*kisses*
~Lizzie
