Trigger warning//self harm/depression/thoughts of suicide
It happens all the time
I can't seem to escape it
This feeling that I get
The numbness in my chest
It's more than I can bear
It's hard to describe how I feel
I feel hollow inside
Like I want to die
And I just don't know
How to stop it
All I can say for right now is
I don't feel whole
I've cried all my tears
It seems I've run out
So I sit in my room and stare at the wall
Feeling empty inside
I just want to cave in on myself
I am desperate to feel something again
So I do what I shouldn't in order to feel at least some pain
It's hard to describe how I feel
I feel hollow inside
Like I want to die
And I just don't know
How to stop it
All I can say for right now is
I don't feel whole
Why am I this way?
I just want it to stop
I want to feel the emotions I used to feel
Anything is better than the nothing I feel right now
It's hard to describe how I feel
I feel hollow inside
Like I want to die
And I just don't know
How to stop it
All I can say for right now is
I don't feel whole
No, I don't feel whole
At all
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This is a song I wrote a couple of days ago about my depression and things like that. I'm actually not 100% sure that I have depression but I get tested on Wednesday to see if I have it or not. I'm extremely nervous for it and it's making my anxiety go insane.
I hope I didn't trigger anyone. Whatever battles you're fighting, you can win. I believe in you. You are so much stronger than you believe and you will win this fight. I know it's hard but keep fighting.
I love you so much
~Lizzie
