Innocence

False feelings?

Xavier's POV
Am I willing to fall in love with Ivory? Would I really want to see her get hurt? Gemma asked me a question I wasn't ready to answer.
" Xavier. look Ivory is not like them, she's different. A good different, she's sweet and innocent. " Gemma told me
" And Xavier you are, well you know a playboy. You don't have relationships, you have booty calls and one night stands. Ivory is pure and romantic. Look, if all you are willing to do is hurt her and get what you want, which is sex obviously, then don't try with her because she is still a virgin and losing that is a major part in life for a girl. " she continued
" Gemma. I don't know " was all I can say. " last night was something so different, she did not once flirt nor tried to do something. When I kissed her she didn't know if she should respond or not but at the end she did. I know she's not like them, anyone could tell. This morning seeing her with Collin Gale made me sick. I got this weird feeling in my stomach and I felt like punching the guy! "
" It's called jealously Xavier " Gemma said and rolled her eyes. " I'll love to stay and talk to you but I have work to do and so do you! Remember you have a meeting today with De Rio and please think about what I said. " Gemma said and walked out of my office .
Jealously? Over a women?
I looked at my phone and texted Ivory.
' hi, can you stop by my office after school? We need to talk. '
' about? '
' everything Ivory '
' Xavier.. '
" Please.. '
' I'll be there at 2:00pm '
" Gemma have some flowers ready in my office before 2pm and also cancel all of my events after 1:30pm. thank you " I emailed her
Ivory Parks. It's just been three days since I've met you and you already have me nuts.
Ivory's POV
" Collin can you not be mad? "
" not be mad Ivory? Really? That man was flirting with you right in my face! And you didn't say one word instead of thank you "
Collin is mad because Xavier was 'flirting' with me. was he? Oh who cares!
" You know what? Now I know the reason why we broke up, because you are a jealous jerk! You cant even let a male look at me before assuming that I have something to do with him. I'm tired of this Collin! We didn't even get back together! " I said.
" Ivory? What happened between us? We were so perfect and nothing was wrong. then one day everything fell apart " Collin said stopping the car.
Yes it's true. One day all of this happened. we couldn't stop arguing and everything fell.
" Maybe we shouldn't be together until we figure it out Collin. We might still have feelings but this isn't healthy. Collin you will always be my friend no matter what, ok? " I said tearing up
" Ivory no don't cry! Look maybe right now isn't the time for us, don't cry my princess. " he told him hugging me
" I guess we met at the wrong time in our lives? "
" I guess we did princess " he said kissing me hands
"Oh Collin always so sweet and caring. Thank you. We should prob get to school. " I said
" You're right princess " he said smiling
" Friends ? " He said
" Friends " I smiled.
So Collin and I are no longer a couple. Wow, how am I going to tell my father this once again?
Once I got to school, me and Collin went our separate ways and I met up with Isabelle.
" So now tell me how was your date with Mr hot playboy 'millionaire ?" She asked me winking
" Really? But ok I guess. I mean he was a gentlemen " I said
" And that kiss! That passionate kiss oh god! Spill, was he a good kisser? "
" Isabelle I - ok yes he was! He was a good kisser! " I said blushing. I touched my lips and I could still feel his soft moist lips on mine.
" Ahh, so are you seeing him again? " She asked
" I don't know " I said but as soon as I said that my phone went off. i saw the screen and it was from Xavier.
" He actually just texted me " I told Isabelle.
" What did he say? "
" He wants to meet up at his office, I Don't think that's a good idea, he wants to talk .." I said
" oh c'mon Ivory accept it! How bad can it be? Just talk to the man. " Isabelle said
" I don't know... ok fine! " I said finally
" Good because you guys kissed and I thought Ivory Parks did not kiss on the first date " she said
Great she remembers the one thing I say. Thank god the bell rung and we went off the class. I hope all we do is talk.
~~~
Throughout the whole day all I was thinking about was the ' talk ' I was going to have with Xavier today.
" Are you ready? " Isabelle said
" Oh we are here already? " I asked looking outside and seeing Xavier's building ' Campbell's Construction ' .
" Goodluck love, remember don't do anything you don't wanna do and use protection " she told me winking.
" How are we even best friends? " I said laughing
" Easy, you are the innocent one and I the non-innocent one. Either way they love us " she said. she didn't even make sense. I got out of her car and walked up to the doors.
C'mon Ivory you can do this! You are Ivory Parks. Walk on in there like you own the place.
I walked up to the front desk of the lobby
" Hello welcome to Campbell con- Ivory Parks, what are you doing here? " The front desk lady asked me. Wow people do know me.
" Hello jane " I read her name tag. " I'm here to see Xavier, Mr Cambell " I said and she gave me a weird look. " I have some documents from my father " I said
" Oh that makes more sense Ms. Parks. Floor 28, his PA will be waiting for you at the elevator. " she said giving me a smile.
I said thanks and got on the elevator.
Once the elevator stopped and I stepped out I was greeted by a very nice young women. Her name tag read " gemma "
"Good afternoon ms parks " she told me
" Hi Gemma " I greeted back
" Xavier is waiting for you" she said and i followed her to his office.
Xavier has a pretty good looking office!
Everyone that saw me look at me odd, maybe because I'm Ivory Parks and I'm on my way to see Xavier Campbell.
" Right through there Ms Parks " she smiled. I said thanks entered
I didn't think he realized I entered because he was too busy looking at his computer, he seemed frustrated.
" Stressed out? " I said
" Ivory, you're early" he said surprised
" It ten til 2 not that much " I said " if you're busy i can- "
" No it's fine I was just looking over documents " he said getting up
" Please take a seat sweet pea." He told me. I took a seat on the couch he had in his office.
" How was your day at school? You seem a bit sad is everything alright? " He asked sitting right next to me
" It was ok. No I'm not sad, just a bit tired. it's just that Collin and I broke up for good " I said.
" Oh why? You seemed like a happy couple this morning at your house " he said. Giving me a sarcastic smile. I could tell he wasn't very happy.
" It's complicated. anyways what did you want to talk about? " I asked him while getting up and roaming the room.
" You know yesterday " he said but he sat still
" What about it? " I said looking out his Wide long windows.
" Everything " he whispered in my ear.
When did he come so close? He was just sitting across the room.
" Xavier.. " I said while He kissed my shoulder
" Ivory, don't deny me, you loved every single second of that date, especially our kiss" he said turning me around
" I-i " I was speechless
" Shh, don't say anything, your body can talk for itself " he said roaming his hands on my waist.
We stood in the position for about 5minutes. He just kept kissing me. how was I not stopping him?
" Hey Xavier where's gem- " Ashton walked in on our little scene " oh good afternoon ms parks. you guys seen busy I'll just go " he said looking between me and xavier.
" No need for that, I'll leave I- "
" No Ivory stay we still need to talk " Xavier said pulling me
" Well maybe if you stop kissing her, you guys can start talking, because I'm assuming Xavier is the reason why your lipstick is messed up " Ashton said laughing. I blushed.
" What do you want? You have two minutes Ashton " Xavier said annoyed
" I came to bring you these papers, I was planning on giving them to your PA Gemma but she wasn't there so I just came in and you know " he said winking at the end. I rolled my eyes towards him and sat on Xavier's chair. Right in front of his computer.
" Ok thank you Ashton, goodbye " he said kicking him out
" Goodbye Ms Parks " he said. I smiled at him
" Ok now where were we " Xavier said coming towards me
" We were kissing which was not talking. Xavier I came to talk to you not kiss you " I said
" You maybe be saying that but your body and lips loved it " he said pulling me up. " admit it Ivory your body craves me. My kisses are desires to you " he said and he took steps towards me and I took steps back til my butt was on the desk
" Xavier. We can not repeat yesterday's event nor what just happened" I said
" Are you sure? Ms. Parks I think you do want them to be repeated " he said brushing his lips on mine. I squealed and he laughed and then everything went from there.
This was so wrong, but it felt like the right thing to do. He grabbed me and pulled me closer to him but yet I was still seated on the desk. My hands around his neck, getting tangled in his hair. Oh gosh is beautiful curly blonde hair.
We pulled for air
" Ivory what are you doing to me? You are so beautiful. " He said and once again he kissed me. I giggled and he smiled through the kiss.
They always said that smiling through a kiss means it's right.
Next thing you know he pushes his papers aside and lay me down on the desk.
" Oh Ivory. my beautiful Ivory " he tells me and starts to take off my blouse. for some reason I don't stop him.
I start to unbutton his dress shirt. We are both now shirtless.
" Xavier " I say practically moaning his name
He stops. what?
" What the hell? " I say
" Ivory, as much as I'll love to take you right now i cant, it will be so simply. Your first time has to memorable " he said kissing my forehead.
" Here you go sweet pea " he said handing me my shirt
" Thank you " I said embarrassed. he noticed
" Baby, don't be embarrassed now, I'll make sure your first time will be amazing " he said winking
" Ok I hope you tell that to the guy that I lose my virginity to " I said winking
" I think he already knows " he said kissing my lips again
" Now now Mr Campbell I think you have to put your shirt back on " I said smirking.
What the hell? I'm flirting with him? Where did this come from??
" Care to help me ? " He asked kissing my neck.
I buttoned his buttons one by one and the lower I got, the hotter it got in the room
" Like what you're feeling? " He smirked
" I've touched better " I said getting off his desk and started to walk but that didn't stop him. He grabbed me and made me sit on his lap. I swear he had a boner
" Xavier my phone is ringing please " I said
" Who cares? You're with your boyfriend " he said kissing my cheek. wait what boyfriend?
" Boyfriend? " I said weirdly
" Yes "
" But you never even asked " I said
" Really??... ok Ivory will you be my girlfriend? " He asked
" Nope " I said
" No why? "
" That was so lame! In order for me to be your girlfriend you gotta be creative " I told him
" really? Ok I'll just buy you diamonds "
" I don't want diamonds Xavier.. I want something you can't buy. Be more creative " I said
" Fine I'll think of something. " he said hugging me
" Wait I thought you didn't do girlfriends? " I said. I once read that in a article
" I thought I didn't Either, until I met you. you see what you do? You make me want to do things I don't do " he said
his grip was lose so this was my chance
" Ivory really? " He said as I made my way to my purse
" Sorry my phone kept ringing. " I said
I reached my phone.
" Shit Xavier I'm dead " I said
" Why? "
"Isabelle texted me that my dad is looking for me, since I haven answered his calls " I said
" Ok and? " He said all calm
" How can you be calm right now? If they find out I'm here they will ask why and then you will be dead " I said
" I'm not scared of them Ivory " he said leaning on his desk
" Well you should be " I said grabbing my purse and bring my phone up to my ear
' Isabelle! Are you still here? '
' no but I'm on my way to pick you up! Ivory be at the main entrance in 5 '
I hanged up without wanting to waste time
"I have to go Xavier, goodbye " I said making my way towards the door
" Ivory! You forgot something " he said walking towards me
" No I didn't , I have my phone and purse " I said
" This "
He said and cupped my cheeks and kissed me hard and passionate. So far Xavier you are the best kisser.
" Much better baby" he said in between our kiss. I knew he was not gonna pull back so I had to.
" Bye Xavier " I said pulling back and turning around but then again Xavier decided to be Xavier and he smacked my ass.
" Really was that nessacary? " I said
" Yes baby, now go. I'll pick you up at 8:30 tonight " he said and walked me out the door before I could protest.
Once I got to the bottom floor and outside Isabelle was there.
" So ? " She asked
" Oh Isabelle, this is happening too fast, too soon" I said
i explained to her what happened and she was shocked!
" And he is picking me up at 8:30 tonight "
" Do I really need to cover again? " She asked
" I don't know how I'm going to do this, my dad is home and brothers as well" I said nervous
" Well text Xavier and ask him for advice" she said.
" Why can't Xavier be seen as a good guy? This would be so much easier" I said grabbing my phone and texting him
' don't think I can make dinner tonight, my dad and brothers at home tonight
Xoxo, Ivory '
" can I ask you something? " I said a loud looking at the window?
" Sure what's up? " Isabelle said knowing I was talking to her
" What do you think about all this? Is it good? Bad? " I said " is this going to fast, so soon?? "
" Ivory, I can't answer that for you, I mean this is your choice don't let him push you ok? And plus you are asking a girl who practically sleeps with every guy , lowkey though " she said. winking
It's true my bestfriend Isabelle isn't innocent like me, she's sort of a slut, but nobody knows.
~~~
Three hours later
" Hey dad I know you are still mad but can I go out with Isabelle?" I asked him
" What time? Where are you going to be? Why? " Ivan answered
" Oh I didn't know I have a new dad, hey dad what's up? " I responded sarcastically
" Ivan stop being nosy and Ivory answer those questions but to me " my dad said
" I'm going over to her house to study for finals. " I said responding to them.
" Ok, I suppose but be home by 11pm the latest " my dad said
" Thanks dad! She will pick me up in ten! So bye dad! " I said and walked out.
I texted Xavier and told him that his planned worked. For some odd reason he didn't reply?
Once Isabelle came we went to her house so I could get ready.
I wore a white dress with purple heels and gold accessories.
Once we pulled up to the back road of my house but Xavier wasn't there.
" What time is it? " Isabelle asked
" 8:35 " I said sorta mad but sad.
" Call him maybe he is running late" she said, I nodded and dialed his number. He wasn't picking up.
Ten minutes passed, then 15.
" Lets go " I said mad
" Ivory - "
" Lets go! " I said.
I texted Xavier :
Goodbye Xavier, don't you ever dare say one word to me because I will ruin you! I thought there will be something between us.
Xoxo, Ivory parks .
I hit send and burst into tears. three days and a couple of kissing and here I was thinking Xavier Campbell , Mr. Playboy would like me and want me as a girlfriend.
" Ivory, sleepover ok? " Isabelle said pulling into her garage.
" Thank you " I said
" Ivory say it" she told me and I knew what she ment
" I cant- ugh I fucking hate that stupid asshole! He can burn in hell because that's where he belongs " I said. I rarely cursed.
We went up to her room and I showered.
" I called your dad, he said it was fine, get some sleep ok sweetheart " Isabelle told me and I difted off to sleep.
~~~~~~
Hey guys
Where's Xavier? Mmm
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