Is it mutual for you?
The tears,
the crying, the anger?
Is this affecting you?
The arguing,
pain, our separation?
Is it mutual?
Is it equal and even?
Sigh of relief one day
and sulking the next?
Because I feel so fucking alone
Angry.
I'm so angry
Tired of missing us, tired of missin you
Were we really a bust?
What happened to us?
Was it just the rust?
You told me you'd never leave
.....now you're walking away💨
From me
From the shit
From this
How could you leave me so easily
I thought it was more
thought I was more
Guess I don't mean shit anymore
and yet I'm like this
Mad at the world and one good memory away from crying
Cuz this shit over......and I wasn't ready
I take blame for you walking away
I take blame for being jealous, not communicating, and being in the way
I'm sorry it wasn't easy for me
All I wanted was your time
to be on Facetime and have "our" time
Now we can't enough time away from each other
You still bring happiness to me
But do I?
Is it mutual? Even? And Equal
Because I'm so fucking mad
Tired of being sad
So I hope you too are evaluating the shit that we had.
Inspiration?: oof.😬🤫
Thoughts?
