Confessions

Stay With Me

Chapter four

After we danced until midnight we climbed down the stairs Gunner stops in front of me "What?" I asked "You still own me a make out session" winks Gunner "more than that" I say giggling "you are so cute, you give me a heart attack" says Gunner "whatever" i say roll my eyes "Okay, i need you to take you to the dorms and I'm taking that fucking dress off you and make out with you until you moan my name" whispers Gunner "God I love you" I say as he picked me up bridal style "wanna prank Fern?" asked Gunner "sure, what are we going to do?" i asked "well, she wants us to get married" says Gunner "oh a married prank? I love it" I squealed "brilliant, I just need a ring" says Gunner "I have it right here" I say getting my ring that I was wearing "perfect" says Gunner putting the ring on my ring finger.

My whole body is full of fire "ready?" Says Gunner "yeah, just nervous" I say "don't be, she'll flip out it'll be amazing to see her reaction" Gunner tells me I look at him "this really don't look like a wedding dress" I laugh "I know, i didn't know we were doing this" says Gunner "well, let's see her reaction" I say to him leaning my head on his shoulder.

-at the dorms-

When we entered the dorm Gunner has picked me up bridal style "wait what?!" Says Fern staring at me and Gunner "surprise" we say kissing "what the fudge cakes did you do?" She says "we got married" I say showing her the ring "how long have you been keeping this from me?" asked Fern "a couple weeks" says Gunner laughing.

Her face got pale " AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?" Yells Fern I couldn't hold in my laugh "GOTCHA!" We both yell "wha?" Says Fern "it was a prank" I laugh "omg I knew you would do something like that" face palmed Fern "it was Entoan's idea" I exclaim "okay, sure it was" says Fern "it was!" I say nudging Gunner "it was" says Gunner rubbing his neck "y'all are dicks you know that?" Says Fern "yeah, we knew that" laughs Gunner "okay this dress is bothering me" I say "here's your cloths" says Gunner "thanks, can you unzip me?" I asked "you can trust me unzipping you?" Questioned Gunner with a gleam in his eye "no funny business" I say moving my hair to my shoulder.

As he unzips me I feel his hands on my ass "like I said, no funny business" I say to him in his reply he kissed me on my neck "Gunner" I warned "you owe me" whispers Gunner guiding me to the bed "I did say that, yes but not now" I blushed "come on babe" says Gunner grabbing my arm to him to lay on his torso "fine" I say walking to him in my laced black panties and a black bra "this is awkward" I say looking down "don't make it awkward" says Gunner tucking a lose hair out of my face "I love you" whispers Gunner I look at him "and I love you" I said kissing his nose.

I couldn't sleep I just lie there looking up at the ceiling my cut on my right ear is killing me... I don't want to remove me from Gunner's warm touch but i do touch it with my free hand "ow" I whispered and looking at Gunner sleeping peacefully I wish he didn't do this to me, scarr me for my entire life... literally I hate him with all my strength... i think to myself and snuggling close to Gunner laying my head on Gunner's stomach listening to his heart beat making me fall asleep.

-Dream-

"What do you say Hope? Wanna come tonight?" asked Felix "No, i have a huge test to take in a few days maybe next time" i call into the phone "please babe" whines Felix "Felix, I love you but no You know how much this test means to me- I could get into collage if i do amazing on this" I sigh "you need a break, let's have fun at my buddies party" says Felix "ugh fine, be here in ten minutes" i say shutting my avanced language arts book "okay, let's see here what to wear to a party?" i asked myself I grabbed my best dress and heals. Putting my hair in a fish tail braid doing my makeup faintly when i got a text from Felix "Hey babe I'm here"  "okay I'll be out I'm doing something" i text back brushing my teeth "going out tonight?" asked my mother "yeah, I'll be back before crefew" i say to her "okay, have fun" says Mother sitting on the cough reading a book which she reads every nigh before bed.

When i got to Felix's car he opens the door "thanks, you don't have to do that" i say to him "I know, I figured you know?" says Felix shutting my door and getting to the driver's seat "I need to get back before 10:00 my crefue" I tell him "Okay, we'll be back till then" says Felix putting on his band- The Pretty Reckless "who is this?" i asked him "The Pretty Reckless" he tells me "I like them" I say "you better" says Felix. The rest of the car ride was silent I got out and Felix takes my hand "let's get this party started" Felix tells me going into the kitchen "I can't drink, my mother will kill me" I say "right, here's water" says Felix "This smells like Vodka to me" I say dumping it out in the sink "Nice try though" I laugh. When I turn around Felix isn't there "lovely, of couse he leaves me" I say rolling my eyes going outside to the patio looking up to the stars "hey" says someone "hey" i say "who did you come with?" he asked "my boyfriend, Felix" I say "oh Felix good man" says the boy "yeah, i guess" i say shifting uncomportable "Hey Hope" says Felix coming from behind "hey" i say "Ken" he shakes his hand "Felix" says Ken walking off.

Felix and I were a serious couple at the time... After what he did to me i won't be the same.

"Let's go to a room" says Felix guiding me to 'his room' "What? No, I'm not ready" i tell him mortified "We'll be closer" says Felix yanking my arm "ow, you're hurting me" i tell him trying to push him off but I'm not strong enough he takes me to his room under my will "I don't want to do this" i tell him crying as he takes of his shirt and he starts to take off my dress I look away terifyed "don't worry, you'll be fine" he tells me reaching at the hem of my underwear I flinch from his touch "relax, It'll be fun" says Felix taking off my panties "I don't like this" i say squirming away from his touch he signs "do you love me?" he asked "that's a dumb question don't you think?" i asked him "answer me" he says "of course I do" i say as his head dips down between my thighs i shut my eyes.

"Baby, look at me" says Felix holding something sharp "wha-what's that?" i asked him freaking out "You're mine now" he says tattooing behind my right ear to deep "ow what the heck? I'm bleeding" i say "too bad" says Felix getting dressed I do the same regretting everything.

The scar is still bleading "I need a bandaid" I say to him "don't worry It'll heal" says Felix "we need to go" i say to him "Right, let's go" he said grabbing my hand. "Don't tell anyone about this" says Felix I nod I wasn't going to tell anybody... I have nobody really "I won't" I said leaning my head on the window looking out into the darkness "Thanks for driving me" i say getting out of the car and headed to my home "yeah, see you tomorrow" says Felix "yeah sure" i say hugging him running to the house. "You're right on time" says Mother "like i should be" I say "ou're bleading" says Mother "Yeah, I ran into the door" I lie "here let me get you cleaned up" mother said taking me to the bathroom "wow, it got you good" says Mother "yeah, it doesn't hurt though" I lie "that's good" says Mother putting a band-aid on my ear "thanks mom" i say hugging her and crying myself to sleep.

I was crying in my sleep waking up with sweat covering my body, I was shaking intesly "Hope? Are you okay?" asked Gunner "Don't touch me" I say "babe, it's me Gunner" he says "stay away from me! Stay away!" i scream "Hope! Stop it! Snap out of it!" says Gunner shaking me "No! I don't want to!" I cry "Hope baby please stop it" crys Gunner "Don't come near me with that! Not again!" i shake Gunner looks at me mordifyed I open my eyes with tears streaming down my face "Gunner, Please stay with me" I tell him snuggling into his embrace. "Trust me, I will never leave you" Says Gunner kissing me.

And I finally felt save in his arms.