living with the sway boys

chapter 44

jade immediately responded

jade winters
hey mads!! i really appreciate you
for being able to move on and forgive me! it means so much to me seriously. ever since everything has happened between us i haven't felt good about the situation. everything with me and jaden happened so fast and i definitely was not being understanding of your feelings. but i am so happy that you have forgiven me and we can move past this ❤️

jade read jaden the texts

jaden-well as long as this is what you want and it makes you happy than i'm all for it

she smiled at him and kissed him

jade-well i'm gonna go downstairs and film and few tiktoks with the boys okay

jaden-um i have to go to the studio for a few hours i'm finishing my album up

jade-okay sounds good

he kissed her goodbye

she texted nessa

hey munchkin,wanna hang out tonight

nessa didn't answer her

jade didn't really think anything of it and just figured she was busy or sleeping

but then 20 minutes later nessa texted her back

i'm sorry i didn't answer. i'm just so trapped in my own mind. i do wanna hang out but is it okay if you come here instead of me going to your house? there's just so many people there all the time and is rather it just be me and you. i need a friend and a hug right now.

jade saw it and texted back

of course ness. i'm already on my way. i love u.

jade got to nessa's apartment and walked in

nessa was sitting on the couch with tears rolling down her face

jade went and just gave her a hug

for a long time.

jade-what's wrong ness

ness-i don't even know. like me and josh are back together and i love him and he treats me so good. you're always here for me. i'm always with you. i'm pursuing my dream of singing. but i just can't get out of my own mind. everything is so good but i'm just not okay. i know i sound crazy

jade-nessa you aren't crazy. i get how you're feeling. and that's normal to be in your own mind even when everything else couldn't be better. i've been there. and honestly the best piece of advice i got was from kio.he was in florida when he told me this and i still have the texts. i'll read them

"cry it out. all those old feelings and emotions that are tearing you apart,all those old dark thoughts you had,every bad thing you had or have  to say about yourself. cry it away. out of your system. it's okay to cry. it's okay to have a bad day. it's okay to feel alone. but you're worth it. you have so much meaning. everything will be okay. you deserve the world."

she read to nessa.

she put her phone down and looked at nessa

jade- nessa you have made so many giant impacts on so many of your followers lives. you are the reason some of them are still fighting for their happiness,or trying to smile,or still breathing for that matter. you deserve the whole entire world nessa. and i don't want you to doubt yourself ever. cause you're precious. and i love u.

nessa looked at jade with tears in her eyes

nessa-you always know what to say to make me feel better. i just love you so much nuggie

they hugged

jade-well it's like 8 now and jaden is still  at the studio. do you want to drive around and if you're up for it,we can go out to dinner with mads?

nessa-actually i would love to go to dinner with you two.

jade-okay cool i'll text her

jade winters
hey mads,me and nessa were gonna go to dinner would you like to come? it would be nice to see you after all this time